(No one's pov)
"You two are just so....I dont know. Just the other day you were crying your eyes out wanting him back now that he is here you don't want him anywhere near you?You are like an ungrateful spoilt brat. You never say thank you. 'Thank you God that my husband is doing okay, Thank you God that the father of my son survived a fatal accident .' What the hell? Would it kill you to say thank you once in awhile?"Sheila scolded really fed up.Sharon just looked at her shocked .what did she smoke that day?
"Oh my God! Did you just take Dean's side?" Sharon voiced her shock.
"You almost got it . "Sheila corrected sarcastically"I said 'Thank you God' and No. I did not take his side . I am on Jason's side . For his sake and for the sake of that sturbborn heart of yours, you need to forgive Dean . You love each other, it is crystal but you won't admit to that fact . Dean loves you and I am sure he did whatever he did for a reason. I know him and hurting you is the last thing my brother would want do."
"You are just saying that because he is your brother."
"That is the second time you are insinuating that I am taking his side . Sharon you are my best friend . I have respected and supported every little decision you've made no matter how dumb and irrational most of them were.
It was because of my love for you that I kept Jason obsecured from my brother . Do you have any idea how hard he looked for you?he suffered when you left. I had to go live somewhere else just so I couldn't see my brother suffer . So don't you dare sit there and blame me for making sence."
woah! Sharon just got lectured. she stayed speechless even the tears that usually flooded her face easily, deserted her. Sheila was totally on point. She couldn't even understand herself anymore she wanted Dean more than anything but she kept pushing him away .Sheila reached for her arm.
"This game that you guys are playing is hurting my nephew and I wont let that happen . You love Dean, so figure something out that will help you get rid of that anger in you.Go and hit him if you want to then, talk things out with your husband "
Sharon just stayed quiet listening to her like a good student would her lecturer . She was right again . The only person suffering was Jason . She did not want him to go through one week of hell he went through.
"You..." she couldn't finish talking since Jason called.
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(Dean's pov)
When I finally recovered my memory I got scared for Sharon . I remembered Kelvin standing over my bleeding body . He watched me drown in my own blood. How sick was that?
Then he threatened Sharon and I felt helpless . I thought I was going to die and leave my family at the mercy of a lunatic . I was sure he could make her suffer.
When I checked myself out that day,I wanted to go and confront him . I wanted him away from sharon .I couldn't help but wonder how he found Sharon . Could it be that he did even befor I found her . That guy was a creep.
I couldn't talk to sharon after I had left without informing her. She was a wonderful woman but I needed to stay away to keep her safe from Kelvin . I believed Kelvin became violent when he saw the possibility of she and I getting back together .
After my mission failed,I felt so miserable that I had no idea what to do . I shamelessly made a scene at his parents' and they were still mourning their son .I had no idea that he had died that day . I remembered him leaving me to die and nothing more. His mother saw me and went hysterical . He apologized for his son's evil deeds towards my family. It was heartbreaking to watch them suffer. With the help of Patrick,I got a hotel room in the neibouring town. Thank God it was at night or I would have had paparazi to bother me. I needed peace.
I stayed in my hotel room for days without touching my phone. I felt guilty for what I did to Sharon and to Jason.
I finally manned up and went to ask for her forgiveness . I didn't expect her to forgive me right away but I didn't expect her to ignore me like that either. It was my fault. We were so happy at the hospital and I ruined it
I stood in her office for a minute before I noticed her purse,car keys and her phone..
what the hell . I grabbed her phone and rushed after her . I followed her quietly from a distance till she was in a park. It was crowded but she seemed so lost in her thoughts that she didn't notice people around her.
Every now and then she would break down and sob painfully .how did I always manage to shutter her heart into a million tiny pieces? I always hurt her . Maybe my love was toxic. She finally gained sense of time and looked around almost panicking. I paid a cab driver to go take her home. I knew she had no money but I didn't risk showing my face.
I parked outside her house and waited.I had taken ten steps back and could only sneak into the house to see my son and it was my fault . Feeling like a loser, I rested my head on the steering wheel . I heard the car window being knocked."open the door creep."I heard Sheila yelling.
I quickly unlocked it and stepped out. Immediately my legs made contact with the ground, I felt a sharp pain on my abdomen."ouch!"she almost lost her balance but managed to gain composure. "what did you do that for?"
"You are complaining? the only reason I didn't kick your groin is because I want to have a niece named after me someday. Get back into your car!"she ordered.
"Why" I asked confused but got the door anyway.
"Get your cheque book I need my salary now I need to be paid for cleaning your mess . I always cleaned your shit Dean. How could you do that to them?one week without a word you dummy? What were you thinking?and what are you doing here playing a creep stalking her house ? We just had a fight because of you . I was trying to be in your shoes but I realised she was right. You are jerk who doesn't deserve her.
"I am sorry okay."
"I am not the one you hurt . Do you have any idea how much that woman in there loves you?"she pointed to the house.
"I went to apologise to Sharon but she ignored me . She is never going to talk to me, is she?"
"Dont give me that tone. I am already your wife's shrink I can not be yours as well.Just give me my fucking cheque and get out of here before Jason sees you . You have no idea what we've been through."
"I want to see him."Sheila just laughed a good luck at me. What was so funny in what I said? I just wanted to see my son . I wrote her a cheque that had so many zeros I lost count . She made me add zero after zero. Every time I hesitated, she threatened to aim for my baby maker.
Hell I wanted to have eleven sons . She took the cheque and walked to her car smiling. did I just get conned by my own sister.
At midnight, I sneaked into Jason’s room. But then he wasn't alone that day. Sharon slept in his small bed looking uncomfortable. I wanted to turn and leave but I thought against giving up. I had to face it ones and for all, I had to atone for my misdeed,They both opened their eyes at the same time. I tried to say a word but nothing came out. I was busted!
(No one's pov)
“Dean, daddy?" They both said at the same time.
"Hey." He waved at them feeling busted. Jason had already jumped into his arms and Dean clutched him to his chest."Hey baby" He kissed Jason’s forehead and hugged him closely. Sharon got up from the bed feeling like joining them. She wasn't mad or infuriated as usual.
"Go ahead and kiss your son goodnight.” Sharon said getting out of the way. Jason was now fully awake shifting his look from Sharon to Dean. She swallowed a big lump .She really was dying to kiss Dean senseless.
“I want ice cream daddy.” Jason soft voice suddenly asked and Sharon chuckled.
“How about tomorrow? With mummy’s permission, of course.” Dean looked at Sharon who stood there just enjoying how cozy her two boys were . Dean was the good cop and definitely she was given the bad cop duty. She was the one that did not let Jason eat any ice cream. Any time he ate ice cream, he wouldn't want to eat anything else.
“Mummy pwees! “Jason batted his eyelashes giving Sharon the puppy dog eyes. Sharon shook her head in shock. Where did he learn that from? She tried to resist that look and moved his gaze to Dean, he had the same face. Seriously?
“Okay fine,” she gave up. Jason looked adorable doing that and as much as she wanted to continue watching them, it was Jason’s past bed time. “Only if you tell me where you learnt to do that. “She said messing with his hair. Jason hated that, every time Sharon or Miranda would do that to him, he would run to a corner and start straightening it.
“Daddy taught me at the hospital” He said bluntly looking at Dean adorably. Sharon just smiled while Dean hugged Jason with all he got. Everyone could see how happy he was.
“Say good night to daddy now, you have to go to sleep. “Jason shook her head no. "Come on, if you want ice cream.” Sharon blackmailed and Jason quickly laid down.
“Good night daddy, don't go away again . Mummy will cry some more?” he said and Sharon’s eyes widened in shock . Jason was lying . He was the one that cried all the time and he had the guts to lie . How old was that kid anyway?
"Goodnight son, I won't leave mummy again.I promise." Dean assured.
"Okay daddy." Jason laughed cheesily . After silently pulling the door shut, they both walked to the living room in grave silence . No one seemed to find a way to start the conversation.
