Bullied By My Brother And His Friends (Hayes Grier Story) (COMPLETED)

Chapter 25

Hayes Pov (Still)

I woke up on my bed I quickly get up and realize where I am

Was I dreaming about Jamie leaving me I wonder

I move towards the door and see a note

-Hey Honey We Went To Aunt Tammies House Nash Is In Charge So No Fighting.

Ps. Jamie Says Hi And That She Loves You!

Hearts And Kisses! Love You <3

I smile reading that Jamie said hi and she loved me

But frown reading Nash is in charge and is here in a house I have to live in with him!

I open the door the note still in my hand as I make my way down the stairs.

I see Nash sitting down on the couch watching tv

Ugh I sigh trying my best to ignore him

Oh your up Nash groans Ignore him and look through the pantry

Hello? I'm talking to you Nash shouts but I continue to ignore him

I'm.. But I cut him off by yelling DO YOU EVER SHUT UP!

I look into his eyes to see he's shocked at me for saying that but then his eyes turn to hatred.

What did you say he asks grabbing my wrist

You heard me I shout he quickly grabs me arm and takes me to the front of the basement down and throws me down into the basement.

HELP HELP I scream banging on the door

No one is home you idiot! Nash yells

I sit down which feels like forever but than remember my phone is in my back pocket I put the flash on and see toilet paper still in it's package a broom and something shiny I approach the shiny object to see.....

WARNING THIS PART INCLUDES SELF HARM!

a sharp razor I pick it up and look at it carefully

People sometimes do this when there stressed I guess I say looking at it shine in the light.

No I can't do this to my self and what if people find out I scream to myself

No one will find out I breath

I softly cut on piece of my wrist and feel good like all the weight on my shoulders were gone even though I felt pain I still felt good

I cut again mumbling on how much of an mistake I was an how I deserve to be beat up and how Jamie shouldn't love me I'm not loveable.

By the time I know it I cut 7 times quickly as I see blood gush from my arms

I quickly rip the toilet paper from the package and rap it around my wrist

God this hurts so much but I deserve it so much!

I'm starting to shake uncontrollably and notice I'm crying

Why does anyone want to be near me no one loves me I'm just a trouble maker who people hate I sob

Why me what did I do

WHAT DID I DO I scream putting my head into my knees

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I read so many books on wattpad about cutting or suicide that I wanted to make one about Hayes don't hate me for this and even though tomorrow's school I'll make another chapter 😜