I let out a shaky sigh, closing my eyes and lowering my head. We were now backstage, trying to solve this. It was chaos. The staff told Jungkook that he had to say that I was just a friend, but he dragged me here now in this room.
The shock and disappointment were heard in the concert from his fans. They were so confused, but they were told to leave. And Hoseok was in front of the building, waiting for me.
I wasn't sure what to do, what to say or how to even understand what he was saying. I didn't talk much with him, we haven't seen each other that often. I was trying to understand, how someone like him could fell so stupidly for me.
I was a broken, not good enough and he was unreachable.
Neither couldn't I get why, why it had to be me again. A blind, weak and hopeless girl.
Now.
Now that I wanted to try with Justin...
"Jungkook, this is just wrong," I say, playing nervously with my hands and trying to breathe properly. I was so confused, so angry, I felt so many emotions all at once and it felt difficult to breathe.
I heard him walking closer, I smelled his scent in and swallowed hard, feeling the urge to back from him.
But I knew, not everyone handled rejections well.
"What is wrong? Is it wrong to love you, Y/N? You can't be serious. Why should it be wrong?" He asked, sounding bitter about it.
I glared at him, at the direction I felt he was standing and pursed my lips before speaking.
"In your case, yes it is. And how wrong it is." Saying it lowly, I was becoming more and more frustrated.
"Then tell me why it's wrong. Because I am a world star?" He chuckled.
"You know why, so why ...how could you say that in front of everybody, knowing the consequences and did you know how I felt? I felt mad, I felt so angry and still do. Why? Why, Jungkook? Why did you have to risk this much, for a blind girl that doesn't love you back and you even know that!" Now, I couldn't sound strong. It was like I was becoming weaker and weaker. I hated arguments. I hated saying such things, rejecting or blaming someone for love.
"So?"
"So. You'll say I was just your close friend. You will try to solve this and you will continue with your career. I don't want you to-"
"I love you." He took my hand in his and my eyes widen when he pulled me close to him. Now smelling his scent from this close, I started panicking.
