Addiction Ramblings

Gone

When did you stop caring
I wish it flashed like a warning sign
Instead of the creak of a closing door

I missed it
I thought you still cared
I've lied to myself for months

You dont care
You are just too scared to leave
Too scared to see if I can handle it

And trust me,
I cant

You were my best friend
My whole world
You opened my eyes

Saw each other every day
Told each other everything
Had the craziest times

What changed?
It started when she came up
You replaced me so fast

No longer were secrets
Safe between us
You share everything with her

You stopped inviting me out
I havent seen you in weeks
I havent hung with you, alone, in months

She became your crutch
While I was left
Lying on the cold ground

The wind knocked out of me
Wondering how I ended up here
When I thought you would never leave

I see you, hand in hand
Going in the other direction
As I fade into memory