F.A.K.E. - Michael Clifford

T.W.O

♛And as I drown in my regrets I can't take back the words I never said♛

It dosen't stay black forever like I expected it to, slowly it gets lighter and lighter to the point where it's white. Pure white.

I expected it to stay black. I don't know what I though hell was going to be like but it wasn't this.

A thought strikes through my head, maybe I'm in heaven? Maybe whoever decides who goes where decided I didn't belong in hell, maybe they got me mixed up with somebody else?

"Hello?"

I try to open my eyes to see where the voice came from but they feel too heavy to lift open.

I feel the presence of somebody close to where I'm standing but I can't lift my feet to move away from them, I can't open my eyes to inspect them and I can't open my mouth to talk to them.

"I know you're awake and I know you can hear me, I'm going to shine a light into your eyes."

Who does this voice belong to?

Before I had chance to register what they where saying my eyelid was pulled up and an impossibly bright light was shone directly into my right eye, then my left.

Building up all of the strength I have in my body I manage to make some sort of noise, barely audioble but who ever is standing in front of my seems to get the message and I feel something cool running down my throat soothing the burn that I hadn't really noticed.

"Where am I?" My voice sound hoarse and I hardly recognize it as my own.

I pray for the voice to say heaven, but I'm prepared for it to say hell.

"St. James Hospital, sweetheart."

No.

No, no, no, no, no.

I should be dead.

I want to be dead.

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If you haven't already noticed, at the start of the chapter I've added song lyrics that I think fit well with the chapters, if you guess the song I will follow you!

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