Find A Way (A Jelsa Story)

Chapter 11 saying goodbye

Jack's POV

Why did she just walk out like that. That doesn't seem like her. I want to spend every last moment that I can with her but I can't if she shuts me out. Should I go talk to her to see whats wrong or should I let her be?

" Um Jack, you should go and talk to her." Anna said.

" Why?Can't she have some time to herself?" I asked.

" Jack, she had plenty of time to herself. You don't know what we've been through. What she's been through. " Anna said.

" What do you mean?" I asked. 

" We have been through a lot. Elsa she's been through the worst. I would be better if you you heard what happened from her. " Anna said. " Go to her. She needs you. " 

I go to her room and knocked on her door. 

"who is it" Elsa said behind her door.

" Jack" I said.  

" Go away!" she said as her voice cracked. 

" No" I said as I opened her door and walked in.

" I said go away!" She yelled as she turned around to face me. Her face stained in tears. 

" No! I'm not leaving you!" I yelled back. 

" Yes you are! Your leaving me tomorrow and will never come back! If that is not leaving, I don't know what is!" She yelled still crying. 

I froze. I never really thought about it that way. " Elsa, I-I I'm sorry. I would stay but..." She interrupts me.

" But your not. Your not even trying to. If you were trying you wouldn't be here you would be with- with who ever said you can't be with me. " She said as she fell to the flour crying on her knees. Oh no what have I done. I walk up to her and help her up from the ground. She starts crying on to my chest. I try to comfort her. " Why do you have to go. " She said softly. 

" It isn't my choice it's North's. I am trying to stay with you though. my friend Bunny is trying to convince North to let me see you.  I will always be there in your heart as you will always be in mine. I love you Elsa and I will always will love you. Don't ever forget that." I said as I held her in my arms.

" I love you too Jack. " She said as she stoped crying and looked at me. I gave her a faint smile.  She smiled back at me.  We walked to her bed and sat down. I really want to know what Anna meant but I don't want to make Elsa start crying again though. I take a deep breath.  

" Um Elsa..." She hummed in response. " Can I ask you something?"

" Yes"

" When you left up in the dinning room Anna said that you and her have been through a lot and when I asked her why she tod me to ask you. I was wondering if you tell me what you have been through? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." I said. She takes a deep breath. 

" When I was born I had these powers. I did embrace them until I hurt my father. Father didn't like to be around me so he always traveled. When I was ten he took Anna with him for his travels. Once he came back from is travels with Anna, we were like one big happy family once again. Over the years I started to hide from everyone because my powers were getting out of hand. When I was 18 Mother and Father were going to Corona to Rapunzel's wedding with Flynn. I left my room after 3 years to say goodbye to them and to have a safe trip. I didn't want them to go. I was use to father leaving all the time but not mother. Mother was worried about me. She was always worried about me. Hoping that I wouldn't get hurt. Mother was always there for me when I was a kid to help protect me from others and myself. 2 or 3 days later Anna and I was tolded that a horrable storm  was at sea and that mother and father drowned. I was so upset that I went... You could say crazy. I wouldn't talk to anyone, look at anyone, I tryed to end my life just so I could be with them. Every time I tried I would not work. I guess it is the ice in my blood that it would bleed out a whole lot. Sometimes I wish that I didn't have my powers so that I would bleed out. " I tear escapes from her eye. " I think that is what Anna meant that I have been through a lot. Just a couple of days ago I woke up from a nightmare and she stoped me from killing myself.  I knew that she was going to fine me someone to try to stop myself from cutting. That next day I ran into you. At lunch that day Anna was getting me mad. I got so mad that I picked up a knife and stabbed it into the table. I stormed off to my room. I guess it was a good thing that she went out to find you because if she didn't I would not be here right now. I guess she did find me someone. Someone who I will never forget. " She said.