Hey..its been a long time,I found out that the guys wasn't right for me..I started to find myself in a darkroom full of nothingness but then he came and brought me to a safe place... Now that I think about it, the darkness is always there for you even though your not always there..it always welcomes you its always there for you through the rough times
My family when I was a kid they have always helped me when I was sad or when I had tantrums, but now really its not like that anymore. I keep to myself and never really talk about boys or talk about my feelings..its awful really I always had these secret notes so that my parents could find them and they could now what happened to me when I wanted to suicide...My friends were always there when I needed them but even them I don't say what I feel.. I'm back from a tough year being isolated in a dark place trying to free myself at least one tried to help me...they say "life is great" but for me its like life wasn't a choice its like someone is controlling you..
I think people act like they are strong courageous but,in the inside there just weak and fragile..just like me I guess.
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Can't get out of depression
RandomWARNING if you are depressed and if your going through rough times don't read this story it will only make it worse.. this story is about a girl who cant show her feelings in the public even to her family..
