Some Things Never Change

Chapter 17 ( Passion )

It's been about 2 months since I sprung the news on Doug's ass about me having his baby. I literally ain't seen or heard from the nigga since. He said he cared and loved me and would be there but soon as he dropped me off to my house the morning after we spent in the hotel together I haven't heard from him. I really don't care because if I can't catch up wit his ass I know child support will. And I bet he will come running back once that lil bitch of a wife leave his ass. I thought to myself as I wrote a letter to they home stating this.....
   Dear Doug ,
I don't know why you keep ignoring me like me and your baby is going to disappear. I love you and just want you to be a dad. Sorry if your wife sees this but we seriously need to talk. I will not raise a baby on my own if we both made the choice not to protect ourselves. I hope you really come around before I start acting crazy and letting these hormones get to me .
P.S.  I would say my name but you should already know who this is !!!
Signed and mailed to his home, yes where his wife lives. I really don't give a fuck because I refuse to take care of my seed alone so he San go back to playing perfect marriage wit his wife. No fuck that that nigga gone get a taste of my medicine. I been being patient for 2 months for this nigga to come around. As I pulled into my girls Danny place I seen a car that looked familiar in her driveway. I didn't know who it belong to but I know I seen it before. As I approached her door there they stood kissing in the door way like teenagers in love. I was kind of jealous because I had nobody to love me. I was also happy for my girl because she hasn't gave no man the time of day since her and Charlie's dad broke it off. Pretty sad scenario really. " Hey girl wsp come on in" Danny yelled as her chocolate mystery guy walked off and got in his car and drove away. " who was that bitch ! He fine asfck okay ". " Oh you know how I do ." Danny said cockily. "Mmhm bet not be no more Charlie's popping out no time soon" I commented jokingly. "Oh hell no gurl we serious but not that serious and ima need a ring if the next nigga even think he getting a baby outta me. " Danny smirked. " I know that's right ." I said agreeing with her on that. Wishing I never got myself knocked up but I already love my baby and I refuse to let some stupid nigga make me unhappy because he don't wanna participate. "How's it been with you and the baby thoe ?" Danny asked sounding concerned. " we good, I'm just so tired of Doug's ass not trying to be there for us." I replied sadly. I just wanna be the best mom I can be so he can be here or not I got me and this baby I don't care. But what I will say is I hope his wife finds the letter I just mailed to they residence. No , bitch you didn't !" Danny laughed. " yes I sure did. They say what I wife don't know won't hurt her but if I'm the bitch to tell her it's gone hurt even more. Fuck both of them" I yelled. " Calm down pash, you can't be getting this worked up wit the baby." Danny replied. " I know it's just makes me so angry how men have the option of leaving or not being there. Like us women have it hard enough. And I don't need the he was married already lecture because he been fucking on me and eating my ass and pussy for breakfast lunch and dinner for the pass 3 years since I started that daym job. He loves me I know he does I thought to myself. " you deserve better girl and you will get that I promise you. " Danny added. "Thanks girl I needed this talk, I literally been so stressed out. I can't wait till that letter lands and both of them mutha fuckas get a taste of my medicine!"