why her tho

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I had the nice personality
The awesome sense of humor
The smarts

And you pick her
Was it the golden locks
The decrease amount of clothing
The gorgeous pink lips

She couldn't have loved you anymore than how love you

The boyfriends she's had shows she could never love someone
She could never pick 
She could never keep

You were just her next conquest
Her next victim
To use and then kill off

It was practically predictable about you guys relationship from the start
But if only you had known what love is.
You would know this.

I love you
I love your smile
I love your brown eyes
I love your personality
I love you so much you don't even know
It might sound so crazy how a person who you have never met loves you

It might sound crazy that I've never even talked to you and I'm already in love with you

It might sound crazy that if you just had met me then you might fall in love with me

But just that "might" got me sad
Because I knew he would never fall in love with me.

I was so different than the other girls that I was practically unattractive

I was so invisible that I knew you would never notice me
If you just turned around in your seat

Then you would know my name
Then we would have small talk
Then become friends
Then the longer we have been friends then we might even fall in love with other
but

That was all in my messed up head
That was stuck with rom-coms
And cliche romance books

But in my mind it was so possible
So possible that it was impossible

As much as I wanted you to be with me forever
Because of the amount of love
I had also cared for you so much
I would want you to have the best of the best
I wanted you to be happy with someone forever
And it didn't even have to be me

Which leads me to the question
why her tho?

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