Ours (Sugamon X Chubby! Reader)

Chapter 12: Back Home

Namjoon's P.o.v

The bed felt of haven. We had finally gotten back from the stuffy building and back into our luxurious hotel room.

"Yoongi?"

My voice rang through the room loud and clear.

Soon enough Yoongi walked into the bedroom as silent as ever, as if he was floating.

He had yet to change out of the clothing we had left in. He still had on his rich red colored tux. It fit him wonderfully. It hugged his figure and allowed him to both look ethereal, yet masculine. I found he was one of the only ones who could pull off a tux like that. His hair was his statement piece. It was as dark as the night sky, with no stars. A under cut shaping it. His pale skin shown stark to his hair, almost shinning.

He was undoing the cuffs and was looking down at the moment.

"Yes?"

I sat up from where I was laying down and rested my elbow on my knees and put my chin in my hand.

"Do you think the boys will be happy to see us? We are coming home a day early after all."

He looked at me and nodded as he slid his jacket down his shoulders and folded it over one of his arms.

"Yes, we normally are not gone for this long. It has been quite awhile. I'm sure they'll be glad to see us."

His forehead creased as he looked at me and then walked over the closet to hang his jacket.

"Though..."

I furrowed my eyebrows and stood up walking over to him.

"What is it? Is something wrong"

He pulled his lips into a line and looked up at me.

"I just feel...that maybe it was not a good idea to leave them for so long."

I nodded finally understanding what he meant.

"I know, this is, after all, why we were all called here."

"That is not our only worry."

As he said this he walked over to the closet and pulled out his suit case. He then pulled out more casual clothing. Which I had done a little earlier.

I had been wearing my own tux, but the first thing I did getting back was change. I now had on dark wash pants and a white button-up.

"I know that's not our only problem...but we cannot tell them that. Who knows how they would react."

I looked down at my watch and then out window, walking over to it.

The sun was close to setting, it's golden rays piercing the sky. Soon it would be full of beautiful vibrant colors.

"I understand that, however I think they have the right to know. It not only affects us, but them as well."

He began to unbutton his shirt and pulled it out of its tucked position from his pants. I walked over and laid down on the bed putting my arm over my eyes and letting out a sigh.

Soon thoughts of self doubt filled my mind, swirling and spinning, getting darker

and darker

and-

"Namjoon, don't do that to yourself"

I quickly sat up and was hunched over a bit, my once quickened breathing returning to normal.

I looked up and saw Yoongi was already at my side his hand rubbing circles into my tense back. I let a sigh of relief escape leave my lips, and closed my eyes.