Every part of me

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"Breann, hurry up!" Brennen screamed in our hotel room. We've been on this road trip for a month now and we're in Texas. We're going to some water park in the end of February and the water is supposedly heated.

"Okay, hold on!" I yell while running towards Brennen. He's been my rock for the past month. I've talked to Skyler, Jake, and Corey since I left and they've been telling me everything that's been happening.

Sam and Colby are back on YouTube and they're not exploring anymore. They think Colby is doing better but they try to not bring me up. They said they could hear him watch the video I made him for his birthday on repeat, which hurts, but he can't bring himself to watch the new ones I've been posting.

They had recently moved out of the trap house and I wish I could've been there for the party but oh well. Skyler moved in with Jake in his new apartment so I guess when we get back, I'll be alone.

Seems like everything's changing back in la while Brennen and I are still doing dumb shit. I can honestly say I'm feeling a lot better since the break up, I'm just still not used to everything.

I wake up expecting a text or a call and it's weird not talking to Colby. I still care for him, I just can't love him anymore. Brennen drives us to the water park which is barley packed.

"Why are we doing this, we're gonna freeze." I tell him as we pull up. "Don't complain or I'll drown you." He smiled while getting out of his truck. We grab our beach things and walk to the water park.

It's honestly a lot hotter than I expected. We paid for our way in and sat our stuff down. This water park is massive. There's a wave pool, at least seven different slides, a lazy river, a kiddie pool probably filled with piss, and other stuff. Brennen and I look at each other as we started speed walking to the slides.

I had my camera out to vlog today cause it was gonna be fun. We climbed to the tallest one and the lifeguard gave us a double float. I got in front as I recorded and Brennen sat behind me.

"Are you ready, this goes fast?" The lifeguard asked as we nodded. It was like a freaking rollercoaster cause it went a lot faster than I thought. Brennen and I screamed as I vlogged the whole thing. I'm gonna have to do that again.

When that one gets done, a lifeguard at the bottom helps us get into the deeper part knowing we were still in the slide. "That was a fucking great way to start this day." I tell him as we walk with the lazy river people.

"I know, I can't wait to do more." He sounded like a child, I love it. We went down it again and tried to flip it but couldn't do it. Brennen got in our float as we were in the lazy river and tried to bend his knees and got stuck.

"It's too shallow." He said trying to stand up. I vlogged him as he tried to move. "Help me." He reached for my hand as I backed away.

"Nope, you didn't help me yesterday." Yesterday I needed help out of the shopping cart and he didn't help me.

"Screw you too." He said finally standing up. I look behind me to see a bunch of kids lined up as I followed my idiot brother. We decided to get on another ride where we needed our own float and it was like a rollercoaster but on on water.

We were all in a straight line going up and waiting to go up. I started vlogging Brennen as I rubbed my foot on his head. He jerked his head away which made me laugh. The lifeguard starting flicking water on Brennen as he turned around and made me laugh. "Everyone's messing with you dude." I laughed as I vlogged.

He leaned his head back to talk to me so I put my foot on his face again. He brought his face up and wiped it without saying anything. "I know you hated that one cause you said nothing." I laughed as he just sat there.

That one was super fun to do but super hard to vlog. As we went to the next one, we had double floats so we wanted to try this one trick. As we were going down, Brennen and I thought it would be good to switch seats as I tried to vlog. But it didn't work too well.

I ended up flying off cause Brennen pushed me so I road down it on my back while filming. "You okay?" He asked as we got to the bottom. "I'm fine." I laugh with him.

We found the biggest slide so we went to it excited. "This is the one that holds like eight people so we're gonna be paired up with some random people and I apologize in advance." I tell him as we wait in line. We ended up getting one by ourselves which surprised me.

As we were going down, Brennen sat on the edge, got out of it, and held onto the edge like he was skating down it. I vlogged him and he had to jump back in before somebody saw him. "We should do that with random people inside." He laughed as we got to the bottom. We raced back up it as we got in it with random people.

Brennen and I looked at each other as I handed him my camera. We waited for the same spot he got out of and I climbed out and held onto the handle bars on the tube thing.

"Stay up, come on!" He said as I stood up. I jumped back in there though before we went inside a tunnel. I couldn't see where my head was as it was pitch black. "Breann, your heads on my crotch." Brenn said making me laugh. I sat up as the ride ended. We're gonna get kicked out of here.

Before they actually kicked us out, we decided to tan for awhile. As I was tanning my back, I heard my phone start ringing. I took it to see Skyler was Facetiming. "Hey boo." I said answering it. Her face comes up and she's with Jake.

"Are you at a water park?" She asked as Brennen rose his head up. He got into the screen and waved. "Yeah, Brennen and I came. You can see the footage on my next vlog." I wink as she rolls my eyes.

"Damn, I should've gone with you guys. I'm happy to see you looking a lot better." I am better. This trip has been so good for me. "It's been a good bonding trip with my brother." I smile as they do the same. That's when I thought of Colby.

"How is he?" I say getting more serious. They kinda look at each other before looking at me. "We think he's getting better. But you're on a trip, we don't wanna make you upset." That's understandable. We talk for a minute before hanging up.

As I lay there tanning, I realize we're gonna be back in California soon. We're gonna be back in the same state as Colby. And I don't know if I'm ready.