{Leigh- Anne's POV}
I can't do this anymore. I thought I was stronger than this but I'm not. I'm just a wimp who can't handle a bit of hate. But, I guess if anybody was to know my position better than me it'd have to be my bandmate.
I walk out of Liam and my room here at the hotel in Mullingar and knock on Perrie's door. Zayn opens the door holding Ellie, who is crying her lungs out.
"Oh baby!" I take her from Zayn and gentle bounce, but rock her at the same time. Ellie quiets down and I hand her back to Zayn. "Your lovely wife here?" I ask him as he cradels the baby.
"Yeah. Come in!" Zayn smiles and lets me through. I walk over to the bed and sit down next to Perrie who is folding baby clothes. "I'm just going to take Ellie for a walk." Zayn says and then heads of with Ellie in the pram, leaving Perrie and I alone.
"Don't let them get to you Leigh," Perrie says, still folding the clothes. "You're so much stronger than a heap of teenage girls who want to bring you down." Perrie turns to me. How'd she know that's why I'm here?
"How'd you?" I ask, a little stunned.
"Leigh, I've seen it you dumbo. I share the same Twitter account as you," Perrie replies. Oh! I forgot about that. "And I get messages like you and Leigh- Anne can go rot in hell together and take Jade too." Perrie tells me. That's not nice.
"Pezz, I know you have learnt to ingore it and just take it as something you're used to, but I'm not you. I would never be able to do that!" I exclaim. I find it really upsetting that she's used to it. Perrie can actually say she's used to it- but that's because she's devoted to Zayn.
"But Leigh! You're strong! You know that! You'd be able to do it too." Perrie exclaims.
"I don't want to do it too Perrie. I'm going to have to leave Liam. I love him so much and I know it seems selfish, but I just can't do this anymore. I'm so sorry but I can't! I don't want to end up like you." I say and then mentally slap myself when I realise I let that last bit slip.
"What?" Perrie asks, confusion and a little bit of anger spread across her face. "What do you mean Leigh?" She asks through gritted teeth.
"That came out wrong," I shake my head, annoyed at my stupid self. "I meant I don't want to be able to say I'm used to it. It's great that saying that works for you, but it hurts Jesy, Jade and I more than you'll ever know when you say you're used to it. I don't think I'd ever be able to do that." I explain. Perrie's body relaxes a little and she nods her head.
"Okay. Just maybe break up with Liam after the wedding and I don't by any means think your selfish. I just think it's the right thing for you to do." Perrie smiles and embraces me in a big hug. I thank her and then we head off to get ice cream.
I cannot believe Niall and Ella are getting married tomorrow!
"When people hate on you it's because you've got something that they want"
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Hey guys! Thanks to all those people reading. Sorry this was a filler chapter, setting something that wil happen later. Next chapter is Niall and Ella's wedding!
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