Wrists Are For Bracelets, Not For Cutting (Kellic)

Chapter 9- Mixed Signals

A/N~ I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. I actually wrote these next couple chapters in a notebook and never got a chance to type them. Thank you to everyone who has read my story so far, it means a lot.

~Vic's POV~

After I turned the water from my shower off, I heard a bunch of footsteps running past the bathroom door. What the fuck was Kellin doing in my room?

I opened the shower curtain to feel an immediate rush of cold air over me. I grabbed my towel, drying off a bit before securing it around my waist.

I looked around the bathroom for my clean clothes and realized that I didn't grab any before I came into the bathroom. Shit, I barely know Kellin and I have a secret crush on him and now I have to walk across my room in nothing but a towel just to get some clothes.

Maybe I could use this as a test to see if Kellin is gay or not and see if he is somewhat into me.

I opened the door to see Kellin laying on my bed. Oh how I wish I could just lay right there next to him.

Once he realized I was in the room he shot up as I made my was over to my closet. I watched as his eyes followed me. Maybe this could work.

I grabbed an old t-shirt and some sweatpants, then walked over to my dresser to get some boxers.

Kellin still had his eyes glued to me. Was he just checking me out? I could tell he didn't want me to know because when I turned around to face him, he looked away.

I went back into the bathroom to change and when I came back to my room Kellin was still in the same spot.

I sat down next to him and we were really close to each other. Our thighs touched, but neither of us moved away. Maybe Kellin was gay, or maybe he's just very comfortable around others.

"I have that same shirt," he spoke up with a smile. "I've had this forever, it's like my favorite shirt," I replied.

We sat there in silence again until Kellin spoke again. "What was that song you were signing?"

Then I remembered that I was signing in the shower. "Shit, you could hear that?" "Yeah and you're really good. What was that song about anyways?"

Why was he asking me so many questions?

"Well it's kind of personal." He looked disappointed by my answer, but I decided I would just tell him.

I hesitated at first. "It's about a relationship I had from a long time ago," I began. "I was thinking about that assignment for music class and that song came to mind. I never finished it because the girl I was writing it about was only in my life for a short amount of time and didn't really mean that much to me. I wanted to make sure that the song was about something meaningful. With all my music, I put my heart and soul into it and I wanted to make sure this song was special. I just haven't found someone to write about yet."

He seemed disappointed again, but I didn't know why.

~Kellin's POV~

After I put the box of blades back under Vic's bed in a hurry, I laid down while I waited for him to return.

I shot up instantly when I realized that the bathroom door was opened to reveal a very tan Vic in nothing, but a towel around his waist.

He walked past me to his closet to grab some clothes and I watched him the whole time. I couldn'd help it. He looked so hot right now just walking around in a towel.

His skin was so tan and his arms, don't even get me started. His still wet hair fell perfectly against his perfect face. I could even see that he still had tiny drops of water all over his chest and back. God, I was getting turned on by this.

He turned around and just looked at me for a second until I realized that I had been staring at him for a long time. I looked away trying to play it off, but I think he noticed.

I was both relieved and sad when Vic went back into the bathroom to change. I would not have minded if he changed right in front of me, but we barely know each other.

He came back into the room and sat right next to me. Our legs were touching and I wanted to pull away, but then I suddenly felt comfortable. He didn't pull away either.

I was the first to break the silence and speak. I commented on his shirt and then asked him about what he was singing in the shower. He was surprised that I'd even heard him.

He went on to tell me about the song. He said that he started writing it when he was with this girl he was in a relationship with a very long time ago. He never finished the song because he was waiting for someone more special to come along so it meant something to him. I thought that maybe I could be that someone special, but he obviously wasn't into guys.

 I was hoping that he was gay because he was sending me signals that he was, but he just told me he was with a girl. Now what am I supposed to think? I really like Vic.