Dark Spaces

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Please Note: This chapter may have some subjects that hurt to read. Please read at your own risk!

{ Bakugou's POV }

"JUST SAY SO NEXT TIME YOU ASSHOLE!!!"

      His words rang through my head as I held this crying mess. I mean I don't pitty him AT ALL, but I do feel bad for him. That damn nerd has been through so much and he thought he could take it all alone. Seems like him now that I think about it, he always insisted on being the brave one.

On the other hand he always followed me around like some lost puppy. I used to fucking hate it so much I resulted to picking on him, guess I didn't want him helping me. Now i don't know how to feel about this crying mess I hold in my arms. I used to hate him with a burning passion, now I feel sympathy for him?

Deku ) Kaa- Kaachan?
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Bakugou) Y- Yeah Nerd ?
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Deku ) Do you think I should have taken...my moms place?

I feel him curl into a tight ball and my eyes widen at his words. I want to yell some sense into him but I knew that will make his ass even more of a damn reck. I try and soften my eyes some, as I lift his tear stained face up to mine.

Bakugou ) Deku, I've hated you for years, I always thought it would be better if you left me alone. I guess it was a protection plan I set for myself? I didn't want to get close to anyone and you stayed by my side no matter how much of an asshole I was...
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Deku ) *sniffs and try's to look away* y- yeah...
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Bakugou ) *turns Deku's head back his way* but through the fucking anger I had for you...never once would I have asked someone to take your place. I don't think your mom would want that, now would she ?

I felt him burry his head into my chest, I panic because I know I can't leave him alone right now. If I leave him alone I'm afraid he might...I shake my head and pick the damn nerd up. I carry him to what seemed to be his room? My eyes widened slowly as I open the rooms door, All Might everything.

I knew he was our idol but god I didn't think the nerd would have went this far! I chuckle some and slowly lay him down on his bed, his body was ready to give out for the day. He was so tired damn nerd, always over working himself to death, always being nice...when he didn't need to be.

{ Deku's POV }

      A soft Kaachan isn't something I or anyone gets to see everyday, he always is spending his time screaming or going off at others around him. He isn't the brightest of us all, but his is one of the strongest. I never would have portrayed him as the caring type, especially to me he hated me all our life's. Why he has had a change of heart now, leaves me as clueless as the next.

I feel him wrap his arms around me so gently and I nuzzle into him more. It's better nuzzling into him than being alone, right now it hurts to be in this house. I cant even imagine if I had to be in here alone, I shivered at the thought. I feel him pull me in more after the shiver I gave off.

I watch his face from underneath my hair and I could see his slight smile. My heart raced at the sight of it, why do I feel closer to him in a sense? I felt his arm reach for something, I then turn my gaze to my room. I get slightly embarrassed, only my moms really ever seen my room.

All Might has always been my idol, if I'm honest he has been both mine and Kaachans idol for as long as I can remember. I hear him chuckle and I blush softly, I guess he had put me down because I don't feel his warmth anymore. It made me sad to feel the warmth go away, i feel like I need...him.

Bakugou ) Stay here Deku, I need to check on some things!
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Deku ) R- Right...
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Bakugou ) I won't be long, don't do...anything stupid or harmful, GOT ME!

I jumped at his "Got Me" and once I wrap my head around his words I nod 'ok' in his direction. He slowly makes his way out of the room, he looks back at me a few times before exiting the room. I feel my phone buzz more and more but I didn't have the energy to look at my notifications.

It's been almost a year since got out of the dark hole I had been trapped in, so why was I feeling the urges again. There once was a time where I had gotten myself into such a bad depression I did a lot of thing I do regret. I loved my mom so much I really do but...It hurts mom, "IT HURTS MOM" I scream as loud as I can.

Next thing I know Im feeling lightheaded, my head was spinning uncontrollably and I could not halt it. The room became a darkened blur, everything around me became dark and the room started to feel cold. I here the door bust open before I get lifted and held close to something warm? I hear muttered screaming until...everything is black.

{ Bakugou's POV }

    Glancing back him about 2 times before I left the room I almost felt like staying with him, but I needed to let my mom know I would be staying until he was well again. He needed someone right now and I seem to be the only one that physically came to see him. It hurt me a little to even think about what he might do to himself if I was gone.

I slowly took my phone out of my pocket, I scrolled through the small amount of contacts I had. Once I scrolled upon my moms contact I pause before I hit 'Call'...

- Phone Call -

Mitsuki ) Hello, hows Midoriya?
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Bakugou ) Um...he is ok for now, I just wanted you to know that I will be staying with him for a bit...
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Mitsuki ) That's fine, seems he really did need someone huh?
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Bakugou ) Yeah...he is worse than I thought

All of a sudden I hear the horrific scream that made my heart sink. I heard my mom panic as she heard "IT HURTS MOM" I hang up and my phone falls out of my hand. I bolted to the small back room and what I saw hit me like a bullet. The smell of metal and blood swirl around the room as I see his eyes start to close themselves.

I let out a cry "DEKU WHAT HAVE YOU-" I grab him and hold him close in my arms. I rush to my phone and called 911 as fast as my shaking hands would type.

- Note -

Ahhhh the next chapter will be happier I promise! The story is no where near the end, so if you like long stories this one might be for you. Have a Great Day / Night! Stay Safe and Strong 💪🏼! - Acaciiaa

- Word Count - 1234

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