I never really knew that I would lose you, that you'd go, that you'd leave me. I thought we'd stay together, I'd propose to you in the most romantic way, just like the romantic you always said I was. I thought we'd get married in a beautiful venue just the way you always wanted, you'd be wearing a dress that you always dreamed of. We'd get a whole bunch of children as many as you wanted because I know how much you liked them. We'd die old together had you stayed with me. But now you're gone.
