Sanders Sides Oneshots

Bad Days (LAMP)

Trigger Warning: depression 

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Virgil's eyes fluttered open looking at the dark room. He could already tell from how his body was too heavy to move, his mind was full of nothing, his emotions so far away but he still could feel the tears welling up in his eyes for no reason, that today, was going to be shitty. His deep brown eyes stared at the ceiling  his thoughts gone from his mind. He just couldn't.  God he was so tired. He managed to turn his head and use his arm to check his phone. 5 am. He had gone to bed at three in the morning. However he couldn't bring himself to care. He put his phone back and just stared at the blank ceiling, nothing wondering his mind, nothing making him worry. Just nothing. 

Patton had woken up at 7:30 to go make breakfast for his boyfriends and himself. He smiled to himself at the thought of the most amazing people in the world to him. He looked around his room sighing but then remember his boyfriends and left the warmth of his room. He started cooking and around 8 Logan came down the stairs in his usual clothes. 
"Salutations, Patton" Logan said 
"Morning Lolo!" Patton smiled happily at his very intelligent boyfriend, who got flustered so easily. A few moments later Roman 'graced' them with his presence at the table kissing Logan and Patton's cheek

"Where is Virgil?" Patton asked worry and concern painted on the moral side
"I have not seen him this morning" Logan said 
"My Emo nightmare may still be sleeping! He does not get much sleep!" Roman said 
"I'll go check on him" Patton said leaving the table and walking up to his dark strange boyfriends room. He knocked softly 
"Virgil?" He asked "Honey, I'm coming(Out) in" the heart said and opened the door that was never locked for reasons of the past.  Patton shuddered thinking about it. "Virgil?" he asked he saw Virgil move ever so slightly H walked over to the anxious trait and he knew what was going on "Oh, Virge" He said "Hey, Angel, can you get up? We can go have some food with Logan and Roman. After we can cuddle, if you want hun" he said Virgil looked to him, his eyes looking as if they were overflowing with emotion. He nodded slowly and numbly. Patton smiled
"Lets go, V" He said smiling the youngest trait heaved himself off his bed and Patton took his own hand in an ever last warmth. Patton smiling still, started talking about anything and everything. They two walked down, Patton smiled at the two and they both sat down 
"Bad day?" Roman asked smiling kindly Virgil gave a small mechanic nod "Okay, dearest, we'll cuddle and watch Disney today" He smiled  After them eating their breakfast, pancakes, they all went into the living room Patton and Roman collecting every single blanket and pillow they owned and making a massive, soft blanket fort, Virgil had his head on Roman's chest, the comforting warmth of Patton around him and the cool and calming weight of Logan's hand on his waist they looked to the screen and the movie, Big Hero Six, played 

Virgil felt the tears slip past the walls of his eyes and slowly fall down his face, they didn't stop, soon he was sobbing in his boyfriends chest, god he didn't deserve them. He buried his face into Roman's chest and let himself be surrounded by love and care. Roman whispering little jokes to him, making him smile through the world wind of emotions. That was how they spent the day, whispering love and comforting touches. They all fell asleep in the calming blanket fort, and for Virgil the next day was waking up with the comfort of his boyfriends, his body wasn't heavy, his mind was filled with happy thoughts and the normal anxiety, he felt much better. Happy that his boyfriends were always so nice, patient and calm on those days. He loved them so much. He sighed happily and buried himself back into the pile of warmth. 

I'm okay with how this turned out. Hope you enjoyed it

See ya!- Eddie