blank thoughts and soft blankets

ur mine

i feel so empty inside
and u probably don't mind
but my thoughts are such a mess
and i don't know how make them less
less massy and crowded
my heart is just dead
every thought is 'bout you
and i'm not overreacting
it's true
why are you doing this to me?
ur killing me don't u see?

i don't know if u want me or not
will u burn me like these cigarettes that i bought?
or will you take care of me
like u care for ur board?
but don't forget that i'm not that strog
i will care for u for very long
but if u'll throw me far away
i will not be able to stay

you're more mature than me
you're that person that i want to be
but i am just a little kid
and i might be annoying a bit
i'm doing my best you know
you might don't see it though
but that smile u see on my face
it's not fake and that the case
you make me smile all the time
and i just want u to say

'ur mine'

/20//05/2019/