I was awaken by the loud ringing of my phone. when I checked it I seen the words momma . I slid the green side over and put it up to my ear. "hello" I said now sitting up rubbing my eyes. "....baby" I heard my mom say in a weak voice. "what is it mom" I said now fully awake getting out of .. chresantos bed?. "its..its Jacob sweety after your little get together last night, I guess he went home and people were robbing his house for what he had. there were to many of them honey.. he's in the hospital" I hung up the phone slowly putting my hand over my mouth and tears trickled down my cheek. this can't be happening. this is my fault! I should have talked it out with him. now he's probably dying because of me! I put on my shoes and grabbed my Keys then looked over to see a sleepy chresanto. "chres I have to go Jacob is in the hospital I don't know if he's ok but the sound of my mothers voice wasn't to promising" I said then getting my phone. "I'll go with you." he said getting up I looked over and saw him shirtless with only boxers. damn he looked good the things I'd.... "its not polite to stare" he looked at me then winked. I didn't even notice I was staring but he was right I can't be thinking about him when Jacob is in the hospital for god knows what. "just put on a shirt and let's go"
we arrived at the hospital and I saw my mom along with Ray,Craig,Danny, Tony,Tina,Tara, Drea and aunt grace. Jacobs aunt since the late Mrs. tressa could be here. I walked over to them with chres and looked at everyone who was sad. they were either looking around or at each other. it was heart breaking. I sat down next to my mom and waited.
a couple minutes after waiting Dr.dorelli came out with a clip bored. we all looked at him waiting "well. Mr. perez was shot really bad in the stomach. and the way he was shot it looked like someone wanted him to die. but luckily he didn't and he's not. but he is hurt. Mr. Perez is a strong young man. if you guys would like to seem him,you may. he is awake now. but I just need to know who is YN?" everyone looked at me and I looked around. "t-thats me". "while we were trying to get him to breath he kept repeating your name saying how he needed you" everyone still looking at me I nearly cried. while Jacob needed me I was busy trying to fuck his Bestfriend. but.. he was fucking mine... it was all so confusing.
we all walked in the room. and saw Jacob on breathing tubes. aunt grace started crying along with my mother. I mean like she has known him since we were 15 years old now I'm 21. she loves him like her own. I walked over to the bed side tears continuously flowing. I hated seeing him like this. ugh. its so confusing. I love Jacob with all that's in me. but then chresanto. he's so sweet. and he helped me.
after everyone got there time talking with Jacob I asked to be alone. Jacob turned his head and looked at me with teary eyes. I looked back at him with the same. "how could you!" I cried out. I heard his muffled sniffs as I began to release my anger. "I fucking loved you. since we were 15 I loved you, you had my heart and played around with it! why Jacob. why?!" he looked at as tears fell. "im so sorry. I realized how much I fucked up when I was about to take my last breath, I begged for you. only you. I love you" "so death made you realize you needed me. not just the good of your heart! I can't believe you" i cried for a second before i realized i was waisting my time. i took i deep breath and looked at him speaking in a calm voice "I only came here to see if you were ok. and you are. I hope you have a good life. I love you"
those were the last words I said to Mr Perez.
