it was all dust to me. it kept takong over the oxygen i was trying to breathe in. it was darkness in the creases of my veins and it made it harder to see an end. please know that i was tired of it all. i never thought i'd be able to scrape it all out of my ribcage, but it's easier to fall asleep now. smiles come easier and sometimes when i'm waking up in the morning it's to an open window. know that i used to keep it locked shut. know that i'm getting better as i forget about you.
sometimes i don't know all the words to the song, but i'm humming a tune without you in it.
