Love or Very Strong Like, Regardless it's Valid

It hurts when you think that someone the universe sent into your life isn't that someone. Feeling like you feel entirely too hard for someone that may have wanted something extremely different. You think, "Maybe it will work?" or "I love him/her it has to work. Right?" Then all of a sudden, the person wants something that's not you and will never be you........

Your heart is crushed. Thinking, "Why would the universe do this? I was at a good state before this person with my spirituality and now it's ruined." But they still want to be friends, so you have to battle your emotions for them again because you're being nice. They say, "I'm happy you understand." But in all honestly, you don't because you thought you all had something going. Then this. And maybe it makes sense in a way, but they act like you don't have feelings. They said they cared, but do they really?

You think that you're stupid for falling for someone, so easy. But maybe it wasn't as easy as it seemed. They got you, let you be 110 percent you. NEVER judged you. It's like they were so perfect and just understood everything that you said. You had never felt this with anyone before, so it was like being on cloud 9. Maybe it was easy, but at the same time, it was hard to let someone into your space.

Then you feel sometimes as if they're belittling your feelings because they simply don't understand your emotions. They are being pushed to the side as they say, "Maybe you just like me or my vibe? But not me." How do you get to say this? When it's my feelings and I know what I feel. Saying, "Friends sound cool too." How many times have you heard this? Too damn many.

When you love, you love hard. Petty relationships are for immature individuals. You want something real, where you can grow with them and support there every move. Tell them how much their little doings are impacting the world when they don't see it. You will be there hand to hand when they need you for anything. You are the type of person who's going to grow with an individual, let them live their life, but most importantly love and respect them the way they should've been from the jump.

There will be no arguments because you simply talk things out. If there's a misunderstanding let's talk not yell at one another.

Maybe they don't realize what they have in front of them and once they lose it, they're going to come running back, but will you be there with open arms? After the damage and emotional events, they've put you through. Maybe you will because you're about second chances or maybe you won't because you're tired of getting hurt.