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Chapter 4- The Big Day

'You are now pronounced Mr. and Mrs. Malik' the man behind the desk said. Everyone claps and cheers. Zayn and I both decided that we didn't want the wedding to be huge and waste a lot of money so we just signed papers and all. (I don't know what that kind of marriage is called). 

Since I'm Muslim, I'm also going to go the Mosque but we already did that. At the mosque, we just did the Nikkah. Zayn and I walk out and the paparazzi blinded. www.polyvore.com/big_day/set?id=1... I wear a cardigan with the dress since it's really cold. We are just going to have a big reception because our parents forced us to have one.

I almost fall but Zayn has a hard grip on my waist. I try my hardest to look happy and as if this is the best day of my life because everyone thought that we had a love marriage. 

Only Zayn's band mates, who I have met before but no really talked to that much, and close friends know that it's a arrange marriage. We get into the limo and I sit as far away as Zayn as possible which was only like two inches.

I feel so uncomfortable next to him. Even though we are married. Like, we didn't want to do this. Since we found out that we were getting married, we never really talked. Like maybe a hi and hey, what's up was all. I can't believe this. I'm Mrs. Malik. Not Ms. Ahmad anymore. Wow!!!! 

My life is just so messed up. My sister just made it worse by saying her usual crap to me this morning before the wedding. By the way, my sister Hazel, who is married and has son, hates me. She wanted to be an only child and is always telling me to go die and all these other things. It really hurts but we act like we love each other just to show people and our parents. 

It's okay because I also used to get bullied in high school for being a nerd. I tried fitting in after that but I just embarrassed myself. I still remember those days. Those nightmares I still get till this day about those bullies bullying me. I never told my parents or anyone because I was just too scared. 

I really didn't tell Hazel either because she would just make it worse. But I guess it's okay because I'm already used to it and there is nothing anyone could do to make me forget those horrible years of my life. 

I feel a tear fall down my face and quickly wipe it away before Zayn can see.

*A few Hours Later*

We got into the limo again. That was an exhausting party. I had changed into this:www.polyvore.com/party/set?id=100... The limo stops after a while and we got out as Zayn lead the way to his jet. We got in and then we were off. I fell asleep after 30 minutes.

*In Hawaii*

We enter the beach house which is big and massive. My luggage is in the same room as Zayn's so I follow him to go and get it. I know that I wasn't going to share a room with Zayn so I guess I'm going to have to find another room.

My luggage was at the door of the bedroom next to Zayn's . As we came in front of the room, Zayn said harshly, 'I'm not sleeping or sharing rooms with you so go find another room.' Then he picked up his luggage, walked inside, and slammed the door with his foot in my face.

I jump up because of how hard he slammed the door. What did I do? I got him angry and I don't even know what I did? I frowned and picked up my luggage as I walked down the hallway to the furthest room from Zayn's. I put my luggage in and sat down on the bed.

I took a shower and changed into this: www.polyvore.com/sleep_outfit/set... It was still kind of sunny outside so that's a good thing since I'm scared of the dark. I took my phone out and ended up on twitter. That was a bad thing because I got a lot of hate. Directioners were saying things such as:

'Go die' I know I should.

'Your ugly' I already now that.

'Your fat' I now that too.

'You don't deserve Zayn' I Know I don't, he could do someone ten times prettier.

'Your a whore'

'Your a slut' and other mean things.

I just put my phone to charge, prayed being the good Muslim and went downstairs to the kitchen. I went to the kitchen and took a water bottle out of the fridge when I heard the front door open and then close. 

I froze thinking that it was a robber as the footsteps came my way. Just then, Niall entered the kitchen. I relaxed a little and said,' Hello Niall, you scared me.'

'Hi Heather and sorry, didn't mean to. We thought Zayn and you would be asleep. Talking about Zayn, where is he?'Niall said.

'Um, I'm not sure. We aren't sharing rooms but I think he's sleeping.'

'Oh ok, I'm hungry.' Niall headed to the fridge as I headed to greet the boys.

*Later*

Everyone headed off to bed and I was about to turn the light off when I realized that I didn't take my night light out. I looked in my bags and didn't find it. I think that I must have left it. What should I do? I won't be able to sleep with the lights turned on. Then it hit me. I grabbed my phone and dialed the first number which was Harry's. He picked up in a sleepy voice saying, 'Hello?'

'Umm, Harry, I'm sorry for calling you at this time but can I sleep in your room because I'm scared of the dark and Idon't have my nightlight?'

'Why didn't you go to Zayn?'

'Because he said he didn't want to share rooms and neither do I'

'Yeah sure.'

'Thanks and can you please come pick me up because it's dark in the hallway?'

'Which room?'

'Furthest to the right.'

'Ok, coming, bye.'

'Bye.' I sat on my bed waiting and a minute later, Harry knocked and I turned off the lights and walked next to him. And yes, he was wearing clothes. 

The hallway was dark so I grabbed Harry's arm. We finally got to his room and I grabbed a pillow off the bed and walked towards the couch in his room when Harry asked, 'What are you doing?'

'Going to sleep?'

'On the couch?'

'Yes, why, is there a problem?'

'Yes, you can't sleep on the couch!'

'Why Harry?'

'Because your a girl and it would look bad. You should take the bed, I'll take the couch.'

'So, it doesn't matter, I am not letting you sleep on the couch!'

'Ok, so what do you want to do except me taking your bed and you taking the couch?'

'Umm... we could share the bed?'

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Soo... *chuckles nervously*

I'm just gonna, you know..

*zayns*