Don't Hurt Me (BTS x depressed reader)

~five~

~Y/N's POV~
we get to my safe spot and i sit down, the boys all sit down too yoongi sits next to me on the right, jungkook sits on my left, while the rest of them sat down in a circle facing me. they all looked at me worryingly, i take a deep breath "i used to have the most perfect life, everyone used to love me, i was popular... as soon as my mom and brother passed my dad started drinking a lot. He would use me as his own punching bag. I don't fully understand, I mean it's not my fault my mom and brother passed away, I didn't do anything. Every night he would come home and beat me till I can't move. It was always like that. That's when I started to cut myself, I hated myself and he just made everything worse, it doesn't help that I have no one. I had a best friend and a boyfriend until I introduced them to each other and that's when I lost everything. My boyfriend cheated me with my best friend. It's funny how the closest people always leave me. One day in school they both started talking bad behind my back. They would tell the whole school that I was selfish and fat. Just saying these horrible things that I wouldn't even think about doing. After hearing the things they said, I started to starve myself. I would only drink water when I needed to. I went to school and Everywhere I would go students would be talking about me and would start to bully me. These guys would corner me and beat me, like I don't already have enough at home." i try holding back my tears "and now here i am always skipping school, meals and never wanting to go home. y'all probably hate me now so i'll just leave i'll have to find a new safe spot now that y'all know to avoid future beatings, nice knowing y'all" i say as i get up and start making my way towards the door. "Y/N no." jin said, "we don't hate you, we won't leave you, we wanna be here for you." taehyung said, jin pulled me into a hug, it's been a while since i've been given a hug, after that the rest of the guys came and hugged me too, i finally let my tears go and just cried, i haven't felt this accepted in a long time i felt something that i haven't been able to feel in a long time. i loved this feeling, i didn't want this feeling to go away, i hope it never goes away.

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well this chapter took forever. i didn't know how to do the flashback so i asked my best friends if they could and they did, well gabby did and i loved the way she did it. i hope you liked this chapter thank you for a hundred and something reads i appreciate it a lot and i love y'all

~ stay beautiful 💜 ~