Kate (McFly/Busted fanfic)

On the Run

Kate: "Dougie, please don't walk away, I Love you! Just at least talk to me!" He knew how much I loved him.

Dougie: "Stop following me! Just go away, how could you even do that let alone with him! We're supposed to get married next month!" I knew what I did was wrong and I knew it was my fault as well; I shouldn't have given in and listened to him... But I'd known Matt for so long and had fallen in Love with him before I had even met Dougie.

Kate: "I'm Sorry about what happened; you know that I used to have feelings for him when I was younger. I don't anymore! I swear it was a mistake! A stupid mistake! It defiantly won't happen again. DON'T GO! We can still be together; I love you more than I've ever loved anyone." I knew he thought I still Loved Matt, so did I when it happened.

Dougie: "You were my fiancee and he was one of my best friends. How you of could even considered what you did is a mystery to me? I don't know if I'll ever forgive you" He'd stopped walking away. He didn't really have a choice; we were lost somewhere and he had nowhere left to run to. We had managed to walk at least a mile (maybe more) away from the studio. Me trying to get him to stop and talk to me. Him trying to get me to stop following him. We were in a park area; there were a few trees next to the path and a playground at the end of the path. We might of been lost but at least we were talking properly now.

Kate: "Please Dougie, don't say was. I've told you what happened. It was a mistake." I couldn't really speak, and a lump had grown in my throat. I tried so hard not to cry but a tear rolled down my cheek, I felt so cold.

Dougie: "Someone tells you they 'love you' and 'always have' so you sleep with them." I just wanted him to forgive me, I stood still. An image appeared in my head of him saying he understood and was holding me like he used to when we first were together.

Kate: "It wasn't like that, I've told you. I thought I felt the same way because of the past, but I realised it wasn't the same, I do Love Matt but as if he was my brother." Another tear rolled down my cheek, this time I felt a chill as if the whole world had turned against me, I knew I had hurt him more than anyone has ever done before and couldn't change it. Dougie I'm sorry, I wanted to say it to him but there was no point he didn't want to listen. At this point there was tears in his eyes, he was trying to hide them but under his eyes were red. He rubbed his eyes on his sleeve, looked at me then fell to his knees. "Kay, please, just-"

Matt: "DOUGIE! KATE!" Dougie looked up; the look on his face was all I needed to work out who it was shouting at us.

Matt was standing behind me, I could tell it was him without even looking; it was Dougie's face that told me. I guessed he had been following us since we left the studio. Matt had originally came to tell Dougie what had happened and he was sorry for it, but I had told him before Matt made it to the studio. When Dougie first found out he stormed out and the door swung open at full speed, unluckily for Matt he was standing behind the door at the time so he got smacked in the face by a heavy metal door.

Matt: "By the look of it you've told him."

Kate: "What was your first clue?" I wanted Matt to know I wasn't in mood for his sarcastic tone of voice that he normally used when there was a troubling situation.

Matt: "Well the door of the studio being thrown at my face for a start, and then I saw Dougie running out with you running after him shouting for him to come back. Tom was gunna follow you two, but I told him to wait and I would go." I wondered why Tom let him going running though London with his head gushing with blood. But I didn't ask, instead I just gave him 'the look.' Well 'the look' is like a sign to tell him to shut up and stop with his normal stupidity. A mixture of glaring and frowning.

Matt: "Oh, 'the look' is it?... Dougie, I'm sorry about what happened between me and Kate."

Dougie: "Sorry!? How can you be sorry? You can't even say it properly!?"

Matt: "Fine then, Dougie I'm sorry that I told your fiancee the truth, that I love her. Don't reply to that because I do and I have done since I met her in school when we were best friends. I'm sorry I slept with her; it isn't like you probably think. Nuria had been giving her the cold shoulder and Kate was upset so I took advantage and told her I love her to cheer her up. We we're drinking and ended up sleeping together. I'm not completely sure what happened. But do you want to know something?... I'm not even sure that I regret it because I f***ing Love her!" Matt was angry for some reason; but he looked relieved that he had told Dougie the truth about how he felt.

Matt: "Actually Dougs, I might go as far to say I Love Kate more than you will ever do. However, Dougs you're a lucky man as she doesn't want me, but she wants you. If you truly loved her Dougie! If you truly, truly did, then you would accept it and forgive her, after all it wasn't really her fault. You can't believe that it was... The truth hurts doesn't it?" I began to think Matt didn't have any feelings of guilt or sympathy, if he did he never showed it. He was really pushing his luck with the things he was saying. I began to get scared; I'd never seen Dougie this angry before. I was worried Dougie was going to get up and hit him. I think Matt thought the same thing as he had stood with his legs parted and his arm slightly out to the sides. One thing was clear, if Dougie had made a move, Matt wouldn't have done anything to protect himself or prevent it. He must have thought he'd deserve it.

Matt: "Does Kate know what happened on tour?" Matt's comment confused me, however he was trying to wind Dougie up even more. So I just ignored it. If anything had happened on tour that he wasn't telling me about, I wouldn't of known because Dougie was still staring at the ground so I couldn't see if his facial expression had changed.

Dougie: "What about your girlfriend? Does Nuria even know?" This time when Dougie spoke his voice was scratchy and he was shacking.

Matt: "Why would Nuria care, what I do? We broke up three weeks ago."

Kate: "What!? How Come!?" I couldn't believe they had broken up and Nuria didn't tell me. We were best friends and I couldn't believe she kept this from me. Actually when I thought about it in detail, we hadn't spoken for two weeks and the last time we spoke she was angry at me and wouldn't tell me why. It ended with her saying she was moving back in with her parents and they had moved to France.

Matt: "I didn't even really like her; I was only dating her because she has really big breasts. Three weeks ago we we're in the flat and she asked me if I loved her; so I told her I loved Kate. She thought I was joking at first, but then I told her I didn't want her living with me anymore. She went through the speech: I hate you, you'll never find anyone like me again, I'm the best you'll ever have. I was completely ignoring her and fell asleep. When I woke up she was gone with all her stuff, she left me a note. It said 'tell Kate to open the locket', whatever that meant."

I took opened the locket that was round my neck. Nuria had given it to me the last time I saw her two weeks ago. I thought she gave it to me as a friendship necklace thing. It was a rather large locket and I often wondered what was inside it; but she told me not to open it until Matt said to, this was that moment. A piece of blue paper was inside, I unfolded it:

"Hi Kate, if you're reading this it's because (A) you're nosey and wanted to know what was inside or (B) Matt has told you to. Well here it goes: Matt loves you not me, the truth is I had to move back in with my parents because I couldn't stand the thought of seeing him everyday, knowing that I love him and can't be with him. I'm sorry I was treating you coldly the last time we spoke, but as you can understand when someone you Love tells you they Love someone else, your first thought is to treat that person like crap. The result in which I'm sorry because it's not your fault. You'll always be my best friend, when you have the baby you should bring him/her to visit their Auntie Nuria. The address is... Well I would tell you but I don't know if I would have moved out of my parent's house by the time they're born. Love you F&A! From Nuria P.S. don't forget to tell Dougie and bring him with you when you visit."