Back At It Again

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MALAYAH~ "Just pull the trigger" these words were repeated over and over in my head

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MALAYAH~

"Just pull the trigger" these words were repeated over and over in my head. I really had to kill Nicki. I knew some things about the game but Killing someone was never in my interest. It was sort of traumatizing

"Malayah!" Ryan said snapping me out of my thoughts I blinked and looked at him and in the backseat everyone was staring at me I didn't even notice we were at the house

"What" I said with a hint of attitude

"I was calling your name hella times, what you thinking about" he put his hand on my back to comfort me.

I moved away from his touch "I..I just don't wanna be touched right.. I need to wash this blood off of me" I honestly felt horrible I wanted to throw up.

Ryan cut the car off and looked back at London "Are you sure you don't want to go to the hospital" she nodded "Im fine"

I can tell London was just as traumatized by the situation, she wouldn't talk and has yet to hold the baby Phor held the baby the entire time we drove home.London didn't even look up I think she feels embarrassed and useless but I had to talk to her I wanted to be there for her but what can I do right now besides give her a little space and help he out with the baby which she hasn't named yet.

I got out the car and was practically running to the bathroom I had to take a shower and scrub my body clean. This was the longest I've ever been in the shower. I felt like I would wake up in the morning with gray hair because of the stress and worry i've endured lately.

Ryan came in the bathroom and pulled the shower curtain back. "Come on get out we need to talk"

I really didn't feel like talking at all but I know I would feel better If I did. I dried off and put on a t-shirt. "Whats the problem"

"I need to be asking you that, why did you offer to shoot her if you knew you was going to be fucked up about it after"

I shook my head "I didn't know I was just in the heat of the moment, I didn't think it would be that bad. I can't believe you're acting like this is the norm"

"It is for me Malayah, why do you think when I handle business I don't want you around this shit isn't a game or something that just comes and go, do you know how much shit I have on my mind everyday, run a shop, take care of my son, and still find time to be with you. I'm very aware of how fucked up it is im glad you see now"

I sat on the bed "This isn't right"

Someone knocked on the door "Come in"

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Phor came in with holding the baby "Im sorry yall Im tryna comfort London, she's crying then he's crying, shit im about to cry, I don't know what to do"

I got up and grabbed him from phor. he was already smiling which made me so happy. Thank god some light in this storm. "We got him for the night go comfort her and make sure she gets some sleep and you too"

"You sure"

"Yes, I've dreamed of the day when I'll be able to hold him in my arms"

"Thanks yall" Ryan nodded "No problem"

I sat on the bed with Ryan "Babe look at his big brown eyes, he's adorable"

"Yeah he got them eyes from Phor, that nigga can see the whole world" He laughed "Im playing" he got up and went to go take his shower

"Don't talk about my nephew like that" I rolled my eyes. "You're the blessing we all were waiting for yes you are, yes you are" I interacted with him for about 15 minutes until he started to yawn.Just in time Ryan came back in the room "Watch him, im going to go get his bottle and sleeper swing"

"iight"

I ran down the stairs and went to the kitchen to grab his things. London was sitting at the island just looking down, no phone or anything in her hand she just continued to look at the floor. I decided to sit next to her and rub her back. She started crying "let it out" I pulled her in to a hug she cried even more "I want you to know everything will be alright and everything happens for a reason" Phor walked into the kitchen and just watched us.

"In my opinion I think you guys were made for each other, You literally wouldn't stop talking about this man the day we went to go meet him at that convention, in Dallas you were in the happiest stage of your life I've ever seen, The past 8 months I've seen you grow not only as a woman but as a mother and friend, last but not least you've held nothing but faith and loyalty. Every time a situation knocked you down I've watched you stand back up ten feet higher." She wiped her eyes and Phor came over to her hugging her from behind. Damn I should get paid for fixing these situations. "I want yall to work it out" I grabbed everything I needed and was about to leave the kitchen
"Malachi"

"Huh?" They said

"Malachi is a beautiful name for baby boy, Malachi means the messenger and angel and I can tell you now baby boy up there is definitely a angel into this family and he might've been the messenger for you two"

"I really like that Malachi Josiah Williams" London looked at phor

"What do you think Phor"

"It's nice I still think Baby Phor would've been good too" his ass think everything is a game.

"Why you always playing so much" London laughed. It was a good thing hearing her laugh right now

I went back to the room "My bad I had to.." Ryan was sleep with Malachi on his chest . I slowly picked him up and placed him in his sleeper swing. After getting in bed I figured I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight Lately I've been writing my mother and have managed to pour my heart out to her. Surprisingly she has done the same, I felt good knowing that I am on the path to building relations with everyone.

The next morning I woke up looking over to my side Ryan was gone and so was Malachi. I figured they were all eating breakfast. I did my morning routine and went downstairs, all of London's things were sitting by the front door. When I walked into the kitchen everyone was happy as if nothing happened.

"Hey sis whats going on, I saved you a plate"

"Im not really hungry, why is all your stuff by the door"

"Ohhh im moving in with Phor today, I feel like if we are going to work it out and parent together it's best to live together"

"Wow, im gonna be bored without you or Malachi" I really didn't want her to move out

"I know but im literally only 10 minutes away we will damn near see each other everyday"

"Yall probably don't even do shit but gossip and talk about vibrators, ain't that's what women talk about" Phor really know how to say the dumbest shit

"Ima act like I didn't hear that"

After eating breakfast me and Ryan helped them move their stuff. Once we were finished and they were leaving I waited at the door London came up to me and hugged me "Girl you act like im moving back to Dallas" I knew I was being dramatic about it

"I know, I know we just always lived together it feels weird"

"Well we now can come visit each other I will always come running whenever you need me so don't worry"

I nodded and sighed "Bye girl, im not gonna cry"

"You better not, I swear you need a aware for more dramatic"

London left out getting in the car with Phor, It felt like a movie watching them back out of the driveway and drive down the street I closed the door when I couldn't see their car anymore.

"I can finally have my woman all to myself" Ryan kissed on my neck. I wrapped my arms around his neck

"It's been so long, I feel like a old ass lady down there" He laughed at me but I was so serious. Just when we were about to go upstairs the doorbell rang.

"Damn who is it now"

I walked up to the door opening it I seen Jaden standing there by himself you can tell he was crying.

"RYAN!" I yelled

"Whats up, Jaden man how you get here, whats wrong"

"Dad I don't know where my mom is, she hasn't been home in two days"

"Why didn't you call me"

"I didn't have my phone, her boyfriend took our phones and sold them. She said she was going to get the phones and go get dinner but she never came back"

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DON'T FORGET TO COMMENT & VOTE 💛
I'm happy to see phor and London thinking about working it out.

Malayah and Ryan never can catch a break sus needs a vacation soon

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