Say You Love Me

Say You Love Me - Chapter 4

Chapter 4

I had the potato salad and banana pudding whipped up in no time.
Jax was outside manning the grill. While we were cooking, the game of twenty questions continued. I found out that his favorite color was red, he loved working on anything with a motor, he had a little brother that had passed away while he was a teen, and that it was just his mother Gemma and her husband Clay around family wise. I walked outside to sit by the grill and watched him.

"It's my turn right?" Jax asked.

"Yeap, it's on you."

"Are you a virgin? You don't have to answer if you don't wanna, I was just curious," he said as he took the steak, foil packet of green beans, and corn off of the grill and turned it off. Jackson turned around to face me and waited for me to respond.

I felt all the color in my face drain all the way to my pedicured toes but recovered quickly. I started smirking at him as he was looking at me with hunger in his eyes; I didn't think it was for the food either.

"Why? Do you want to find out?" I asked him with a wink.

I saw something snap in Jackson's face and he was in front of me on his knees in 30 seconds flat. He spread my legs and scooted me so that I was on the edge of my seat. I felt the heat radiating from his mid section as I looked into his eyes.

"Yeah, I do wanna find out and I wanna know if I'm going to have to kill a mother fucker that got inside that hot little body of yours."

I looked at him and licked my bottom lip.

"You don't have to kill anyone Jax, calm down."

Jackson grunted 'Uh Huh' and then leaned in to kiss me. It was a soft kiss at first, but as soon as I started kissing him back, Jax deepened it. I moaned as I lifted my hands to pull on his hair. Jax must have liked that because he groaned deep in his chest and trying to stick his tongue in my mouth. I gave in and opened my mouth as Jax slipped his tongue in. Jackson's hands started rubbing all over me and I couldn't breathe. I pulled away and Jax smiled at me.

"Are you ready to eat yet, Jax?"

"The food or you?"

"Both... JUST KIDDING! You said you'd feed me Jax!" I said as I smacked him lightly on the shoulder.

"Alright Darlin' come on lets go eat."

Jax grabbed the steaks and veggies from the grill and we headed inside.

"Why don't you have a girlfriend or a wife Jax? I mean you're really handsome, you have this whole house by yourself....isn't it lonely?" I asked him as I fixed his plate and brought it to the kitchen table. I heard him sigh as I sat down across from him with my plate.

"I was married a few years back to a junkie. We ended up separating after awhile but then tried to make it work because she was pregnant. I thought she was clean but apparently she wasn't. Wendy od'ed and then Abel passed a few weeks later. I've just been on my own ever since then. There have been a few girls here and there, I'm not gonna lie, but nothing serious. I want a family and I'm not trying to start one with any of the sweet butts or croweaters at the club. I want a nice girl but one with some fire to her too, they apparently are hard to find," he explained to me as he was eating. I thought about that for a minute. I knew that most of the motorcycle clubs had girls around that were just willing to throw themselves at anything that would give them attention. I didn't hear Jax say anything about having an Old Lady at all so I assumed he never had one to begin with.

"So...you've never had an Old Lady then?" Jax looked at me and started laughing.

"No I haven't Darlin'. Why? How do you even know about this stuff any way? You didn't shy away from me when we were in town and I had my cut on. What's up with that?"