First Kiss of Passion

Chapter Seven : All is Fair in Love and War

Later that night, everyone had fallen asleep. All in weird positions; hanging off couches or sleeping with their feet in someone else's face. Boys; can't understand them sometimes.

Noah and Liam found the sense to sleep on mattresses, next to the fireplace which was smart. The rest of them, however, kind-of piled up on each other.

Logan and I slept on a mattress further away from everyone. I had said I wanted to be closer to the fire but he insisted he would keep me warm. I didn't fully understand what he meant till later that night. So, we laid on our sides together. Logan's arm beneath my pillow which I laid the side of my head upon. His other hand rested on my side before he moved it in circles on my hip.

Logan closed his eyes with a smile on his face and tried to soothe me to sleep, all though I knew his possessive touch was more for him.

That night, I couldn't sleep. I had no idea why, but something was keeping me awake. Only hunger kept me up at night, but I was no longer hungry. It had me confused and frustrated because it was making me agitated. My thoughts were interrupted a lot that night, as Logan shifted around a lot. He was obviously uncomfortable because even he didn't seem to be sleeping well...all though I knew why. One sort-of passionate scene on the television and he hadn't stopped making sexual remarks since.

I glanced up at Logan once more as he shifted slightly. I found myself staring at him, watching his closed eyes and resisting the urge to trace the features on his face. This was going to be a long night without any sleep.

Now, I know what you're thinking. Sleeping at a boy's house, really? How could your parents allow such a thing? Well, it came down to my mother thinking it was good for me to have friends, and my father respecting Logan a lot. Logan feared my Dad, and my Dad revelled in that.

Each of the boy's parents was working parents. Parents that didn't notice much. Even this wasn't a problem because the more people the less likely Logan was to try and sleep with me. So, I slept over at my friend's houses and remained a virgin because of my boyfriend's fear, and the fact that there are heaps of other people around as well. It was normal for me to stay over, but I hadn't felt this uneasy in a while.

"You're staring at me," Logan muttered, his eyes still closed.

I quickly glanced away before peeking up at him again. He almost gave me a fright when he distracted me from my thoughts.

"Can't sleep," I muttered.

"Really?" he murmured. There was a long pause before Logan's eyelids flickered open and I saw his baby blues.

Logan's hand gripped my hip slowly and my gaze dropped to see it. I felt Logan shift slowly and glanced up to look at him before he pressed his lips down on mine.

It was an urgent kiss and I didn't feel the magic in it.

"Are you still wet for me?" he whispered in my ear and then nuzzled my neck. Logan was trying to seduce me and was at least trying to go the right way about it, but the shock of his sexualised tone had me a little nervous.

"Logan, what are you doing?" I whispered harshly, pushing him back.

"You can't sleep, I assumed you wanted to-"

"What? No, Logan. I'm not ready for that," I said nervously, shaking my head.

What, was he nuts? Right fucking here?

"Come on Ezzy, you don't need to be scared. I'll look after you," he whispered. He seemed genuinely worried. I knew then that it was about trying to please me, rather than himself.