The Shy Boy //Jungkook ff//

chapter 40

-Y/N POV-

You're so nervous because of the fashion show. You've been working out, eating healthy, really doing anything you could do to ensure that you looked your best for the big day.

You shake your hands and your feet to try and release some of your nerves but you just end up more nervous then before.

You change into the dress and are surprised when you look in the mirror.

The dress itself is very beautiful. You look at the slit that allows some of your leg to be shown.

You are surprised when you see some of your thigh gap and muscle, making you smile because all the hard work really did pay off.

You're starting to see abs form on your stomach and your arms are very toned. You feel good.

Or at least better then you did about a week ago.

You tried to act normal with Jungkook.

You didn't want to look stupid. At the end of the day he isn't your boyfriend so you can't be jealous of him. You can't tell him that it bothered you because he isn't yours and at first that really killed you.

As days went on, you shifted your focus to your work and engrossed yourself into other things for example Molly's wedding and pregnancy.

Jungkook tried to explain to you about the whole thing but you just brushed it off. At the end of the day it didn't matter. You doubt Jungkook has a relationship with the girl he called 'Samantha'.

He had told you about his fuckboy days in Australia and you just assumed that he was over that phase. You guess maybe he's retracing his old habits.

What matters is you're still friends.

Since that day, Seulchan has tried to make moves on you but you made it loud and clear that you aren't looking for a relationship with anyone at the moment.

On Tuesday, while you were at the club he told you he found a girlfriend. You were so happy for him.

At least he's happy.

Finally it's your turn to go on stage. You take a deep breath and start walking with as much confidence you can show.

You shift your face into a playful grin and throw kisses at the audience. For your finally, you wink at a random guy and head back.

Once it was all over you felt relief. You felt so happy and relaxed. Like you could finally breath.

-The After Party-

As soon as you entered the club, you, Seulchan, Jin and Jisoo all went to the bar to drink.

You drank one drink that wasn't even alcoholic and headed to the dance floor.

Tiredness started to take over you so you headed to the bar and ordered a glass of water.

You weren't drunk at all. You weren't planning to get drunk either. You wanted to have fun but also wanted to be able to drive yourself home later.

As you say on a stool, drinking your water, you see Jungkook stumbling towards you. He's drunk.

He sits down on the stool next to you and smiles brightly.

"Are you drunk?", you ask, chuckling.

"Y/N I need to tell you something right now", he says and your heart fills with anticipation.

What does he want to say? Is he going to say he's sorry again? Is he going to confess?

"You look beautiful right now. I wish I could just kiss you", he says making butterflies erupt in your stomach.

You wanted to tell him to go ahead. To kiss you, but then you remembered he was drunk. He isn't in the right state of mind. He probably doesn't even mean half the shit he says.

"You are drunk", you say and brush his sweaty hair from his forehead. He looks deliciously handsome right now with his flushed cheeks and wet hair. You could easily fall in love with him all over again even more than you already are.

"I really like when you touch my hair. It makes me calm down", he says making you even weaker. All you can do is smile widely and mutter out a high pitch 'cute'.

Seulchan approaches you from the dance floor.

"Is he drunk?", he asks looking at him with a huge smile, trying not to laugh. You nod laughing slightly.

"Him! I hate him! This ugly, duck looking bastard is stealing you from me! He thinks he's so tough cause he can fight. Well Guess what big guy? I can fight too!", he says putting my head down on the counter.

"Damn! He's wasted", Seulchan says poking Jungkook's cheek.

"Yup, he is!", you say brushing his hair with your fingers.

"I should take him home. Do you think you can help me take him to my car?", I say and seulchan nods.