Girl Racer

Apology

It's been a while since I went back home and I'm surprised I haven't been kicked outa this Hotel and I still don't care for Arron

I wake up to sunshine I look at the time it was 2:30 "Damn I wake up late!"I say and then I change into a gray snoopy hoodie and I put on some blue jeans and then I hear knock on the hotel door and then I open it Ryder,Kayla,Cassie,Ian,and Daniel were all standing there and they come in and we sit down "Ari"Cassie says "Yeah"I say "You need to talk to Arron"Ian says "No I am Not talking to him!"I strike up and then I sit back down "Why?"I ask "He is  barely leaving his room he gets food and goes straight back up to his room"Daniel says "And we try and talk to him but he doesn't respond to us"Ryder says "and he cry's himself to sleep every night!"Cassie says "And we don't know what he's doing in there"Kayla says "And I'm getting worried because yesterday he went into his room with razor  blades"Daniel says and I gasp "And then that's where we thought to confront you about it"Ian says and I sigh "I'll talk to him"I mumble and then we drive in our cars and we go to the house I walk into the house last I walk upstairs and I don't even knock I just open Arron's room door and I see him face down on his bed crying and there's tissue box's on the floor and tissues almost everywhere "Get Up Lazy!"I snap and he turns his head his eyes were red and full of tears and then he turns back around and starts crying some more so I close his room door and I lock it and I sit on his bed not facing him "Arron"I say and he turns "Arron why did you do it?!"I ask still not facing him "I-I dont know"He says "Arron"I say "Look I met her when you were racing against Ryder and Derick I Tried to tempt myself from talking to her but I just talked to her I guess and I don't know how she thinks about us but I know for a fact me and that girl aren't dating"Arron says "A-Arron"I say and then I look down at his trash can to see a Walgreens receipt and I see the one thing he Bought a razor blade I turn around to see Arron still crying "Arron roll up your sleeves"I say "No"He says "Arron roll up your sleeves!"I say getting close to him "No.."He says "ROLL UP YOUR SLEEVES"I say pushing his hoodie sleeves up and I see all the cuts "A-A-Arron..."I say and he quickly rolls his sleeves back down and I just pull him into a hug "Arron I'm sorry for going off on you I should have just asked you who the girl was in a calm voice"I say hugging him tighter "No it's my fault for not telling you" Arron says as he was about to pull away from the hug but I pulled him back into the hug "Never Let Go"I whisper in his ear "I Won't"He responds and then we end up falling asleep