|I need to find you|
"I can't remember the last time I saw your face. I feel so lonely when I'm in a crowded space. You left me without direction (direction)."
"'Cause I've gone from place to place trying to bring you back,
I've walked for days and...
I was walking in the school building, with Minho, hand-in-hand (which Minho insisted)and I feel everyone staring at me, not only my clothes were different, but I was holding the hand of someone who has broken my heart multiple times. I can already hear the fangirls screaming now. I see Jisung and my other friends come walking up to us and they all looked shocked at me and Minho
"Ummm, what's happening?" Jisung asked confused out of his mind
"What do you mean?" I ask innocently and Jisung rolled his eyes
"Your clothing, first of all," He says and I looked down at my outfit and back up at him, "And you're holding hands with him, second of all." He continued
"Okay, it's been a week since that date, and we may or may have not kissed-" I say but Felix cut me off
"You what?!" He yelled and I cringe slightly
"Felix, I swear to god!" I yell and Changbin held up his hand to stop me, but then he placed his hand on Felix's mouth
"Continue." He says and I sigh
"So, basically after that I guess we've kinda been unofficially dating." I say and Minho looked at me
"When do you want to make it official?" He asked me and I sigh
"Well not in a school hallway that's for sure." I tell him and he looked at me "I uh I want it to be special you know-" I say but he cut me off by putting his lips against mine
"And that's our cue to leave." I hear Seungmin say and I hear footsteps leave where we are and we stayed like this until I hear a scream... from an all too familiar fangirl... Jaeden.
"Minho!" She yelled and we pulled back and I hid my face into Minho's chest, the great thing being 5'3 is that no one knows it's me. "What the hell is this? Why are you kissing this random slut?" She asked and I scrunch my face up as I was cringing and I buried my face deeper in his chest. I felt the tears well up in my eyes, and I felt my heart start to beat faster 'Shit, I'm gonna have a panic attack right in front of him!' I thought
"Jaeden, you don't own my life, and you don't get to call my girlfriend a slut." He says and I felt my lips curl up slightly
"Well, how am I supposed to know if she's a slut or not, I can't see her face." She says and I sighed and I push myself back from Minho and I turn around to face her and her eyes widened, but then started laughing "You're kidding me right?" She asked through her cackles "Really? Her? This deadbeat, probably doesn't know how to give you what you want." She says and I felt a tear roll down my face, but I kept my strong composure, I don't think I'm gonna keep this up long enough from what she's saying.
"And how do you know what I want?" Minho asked
"I know you just want sex, I mean a guy like you, who wouldn't want it-" She says but she got cut off by Felix, and the rest, who I didn't know came back
"Not every fucking guy in this school wants sex!" He yelled and Jaeden looked shocked, well mostly everyone in this school, because he's usually not the type to blow up like that, "Why can't you just get it through your head that those two are in love with each other, and that you and none of you "minho fangirls" are ever gonna be with him." He says pointing at all the glaring fangirls and Jaeden
"Who the fuck are you to talk to me like that?" She asked and she pushed him back and he fell back and I pull him up and I see Chan, Changbin, and Jungkook get angry, but mostly Changbin 'Oh shit, here comes the parents and his boyfriend.' I thought and Changbin walked over to us and walked over to Felix and pulled him close
"Don't you ever lay another hand on him, because you will regret it." He threatened and she scoffed
"Whatever, I don't need you Minho, or your slut girlfriend, or your faggot friends." She says and she walked off and my mouth went agape
"I wanna get out of here." I say and Minho nodded, and I see Chan, Jungkook, Hyunjin, Jeongin, Jisung, and Seungmin walk over to us as everyone got shooed off by Changbin as he still had Felix close to him
"You guys wanna ditch the rest of the day, this place is giving me toxic vibes, more than the vibes Felix or Jisung gives me." Seungmin says and we nodded and we started to walk out of the building and off campus.
"When did you ever have that outfit, Rayne?" Jungkook asked me and I look at it, and I shrugged
"I think it was Adalind's at one point." I say to him and he nodded, we were currently at the nearest park, and we were drinking some ICEE's that we got at the nearest convenience store. I was sitting in between Minho's legs as we were taking sips of each other's ICEE's... what I liked his and he liked mine, don't judge me.
"I'm surprised, Jeongin agreed to do this because he's a baby." Chan says as he squished Jeongin's cheeks and I laugh at the discomfort at our poor youngest
"I had a math test to take, so thank god, I went with you guys." He says and I laugh, and I look over at Minho as he had his chin on my shoulder and I smile at him, everytime I look at him my love just grows. I'm so glad that I have in my life, I feel like I'm gonna love him forever no matter what happens.
