You (My Sexy Maid Series)

Her depression

[Nashi]

I watched as they try to save my mom, but tragically failed. I looked in the mirror, then at my wrists. I watched as the blood fell from it. The funeral was to day and I looked at my self in to long sleeve black dress. I hear a knock on the door and answer it to see Storm, he had a warm smile on his face and hugged me.

 "I'm so sorry." He said and I sobbed on his shoulder. This was the toughest challenge i have ever faced. You're probably wondering why are we talking again? Laxus made us partners in this duos project and then we became best friends. There was a knock on the door and we turned around to see Lena in her dress. 

 I walked up to her and hugged her tightly. She patted my back and pulled away. I looked her in her eyes and she wiped one of my tears away. "She's in a better place." She told me and I nodded. I know she was trying to make me feel better and it was lightweight working. I smiled and tried to hold back the tears. 

 "We should go." Storm said and i looked at him.

"Yeah.. We should" I said and we walked out the dorm room. As soon as we make it to the funeral, I looked around for my father. I bumped into some one else instead.

"Hey sweetie." My grandpa said and I hugged him. He chuckled and I cried. 

"Hi grandpa." I said and pulled away and searched for my father standing next to him. Then my phone vibrated. I pulled it away and answered it. 

 "Hello?" I asked and I hear Grey's voice. 

"Nashi.. We have bad news." He said and I looked up at my grandfather. What the hell happened?

"What's wrong?" I asked and he gulped. "Grey?!" I yelled and he sighed and groaned.

"Youre father committed suicide.." He said and I felt my heart shatter. What the hell? Lena walked up to me and I cried. 

 "Nashi? What happened?" She asked and I looked at her. 

"I just lost both of my parents." I said and she gasped. Storm looked at me and I ran into the woods. I couldnt take it anymore. I'm not okay.. I ran to the cliff and looked back. Good bye world I thought and heard screaming behind me. 

 "Nashi! Nashi don't!" Storm yelled. I turned around to see him and everybody else. Tears ran down my face as I cried.

 "Storm.. I just lost both of my goddamn parents!" I sobbed and he walked up to me. He placed his hands over mine and looked me in my eyes.

 "But I don't wanna lose the one I love.." He said and I looked at him. He smiled and I tried to. "I love you.. Nashi.. Do you love me?" He asked and my heart pounded. I looked at everyone behind him.

 "I don't really know.." I said and he hugged me. I gasped and hugged him back.

 "That wasn't a no.." He said as he pulled away. I chuckled and he smiled. "You changed me.. Let me help you get through this.." He said and I smiled. 

 "I.." I was lost for words and he kissed me. I kissed him back and he pulled away.

 "Your parents are expecting you to pass on their genes and legacy.. They're in a better place.." He said and I smiled. "Now if you love them.. You will say that speech.." I nodded and he smiled.

 We walked back and everyone sat down. I walked to the front with Storm and he smiled. I put the mic to my mouth and gulped. "Go Nashi!" Lena yelled and everyone laughed. 

"On this day, we lost someone special, someone important. You all lost a friend, a family member. Well I just lost both of my parents. I love them with all my heart.. They knew that to, especially when we argue. I wished I hugged my mom and dad tighter the day she died." I said and tears went in my eyes. 

 "I want to pass off their legacy and make this world a better place. I wanna save the world with my soul mate like my mom. Her adventures she used to tell me, they made me want to be like her so much and she inspired me. Now having her celestial keys, makes me so happy that she is my mom.. I know that she has memories with all of you, but to me, her love was the thing that kept me going." I said and grabbed Storm's hand. I looked at him and smiled.

 "That and his love. We are the next generation! We can build ourselves higher! We have to stick together, not fight! Our parents made us for a reason, to make this world a better place, to set goals for ourselves. And i love being her with my group. We are the Fairy Tail kids! We will fight evil together and we will survive together! And i promised my mom that I will find my Nastu and I think I already did." I can see everyone crying.

 "So who cares if you're different? We all have powers! And i will be the new leader, my name is Nashi Dragneel and I promise you all, I will lead us to victory! To peace! To love! And i love you mom and dad rest in piece." I said and everyone clapped. Storm smiled at me and I smiled back.

 "You did great." He said and I giggled. I was still hurt inside,but I have all my friends to keep me happy. Speaking of Happy! I turned around to see Happy in his human form with Carla. He looked at me and smiled. I ran to him and hugged him. 

 "You did great." He said and i chuckled. Calmon standed beside his mom and smiled at me. I smiled back and Happy put the !mic to his mouth.

"Nashi is right, but I lost my brother. The person who raised me when he just a young boy.. And yeah we had a lot of adventures, but none of them was as fun as when I hung out with them both. They changed all the people standing here today. He made a difference in all of our lives, especially hearing that my best friend has died, makes me so sad. But I know he would want me to keep on going." He said and looked at me.

 "He actually wrote a letter when he was younger and gave it to me to give to you." He pulled out a old paper. "Can you please read it out loud?" I walked to the mic and looked down at the letter.

 "Dear Daughter/Son,

 If you have gotten this letter that means that I have died. I love you with all my heart and will be always watching over you. I know that I have done some bad things in life,but trust me we all make mistakes in life. You have to bear with me and always remember that we can all reach for our goals if we tried. I know you can if you tried hard enough. And I know that I'm young but am wise. My father left me to live by myself and therefore Happy jumped into my life. I want you to find love like i have found Lucy. She's the beauty that I have been waiting for my whole life. 

 Keep me in your heart and i will always stay with you.

Love, 

      Natsu Dragneel." I read and Happy hugged me. I cried and I chuckled in his arms. 

"Thanks.." I said and he he nodded. I walked to Storm again and he was crying. He hugged me and I sighed and looked at my mom's case. "Thanks for everything mom." I mouth and heard her voice in my heart.

 "No problem sweetie." She said and I smiled.

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