Giving up isn't an option anymore!
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You know the moment in your life in which you blame yourself for everything, and you just want to go back to the past perspective but you can't and you are stuck now in that situation in which you were not supposed to be stuck, but why can't we get through other people's mind and see how this world works? Is this hard to get the knowledge?
You know what? I shouldn't have come here. I should have thought thoroughly about the situation before coming here but I didn't. now I'm stuck in my room. The door is locked which I locked myself with myself and he was beating the door nonchalantly; singing some stupid song
'You are so lonely, broken angel' and chuckling so hard that one could have thought he has a jar stuck in his throat.
Do you know what I think? I think he is a psycho. The bastard psycho.
I should be hyperventilating here. Should have gone crazy, should have been crying at the corner of the room but I'm not doing anything of it and I don't know why?
I feeling mischief in this situation. I'm not feeling lost anymore and I think that is the power of self-esteem when we choose to stand tall still until no one can break you down but I can't be stuck here anymore I need to something I know I'm not afraid that much as I was before.
Time has changed just like this world it doesn't that the consistent one with whom I had many drawbacks it had changed. Changed for good.
Enough of the life-changing speech of yours now do something to get out of here!
Yes. I need to get out of the house or I need to kill this man who is thinking that he can't do anything with me like I'm his property, but killing him is a secondary option I need to get out of here is still the first choice.
But how?
All doors of this room are locked as windows are jammed too. Where is my cell phone? Let me take it out from my jean pocket.
Ah! The universe is also playing with me. Although I had charged enough of my cell phone yesterday night still it's snowing that the battery of my cell phone is about to die. Hardluck I guess?
I dialled my mother's number. Well, let just say that Samantha Parker's number from my contact list.
And I dialled it again and again and again but she didn't respond like she doesn't care! Why the hell I came here just for her?
You know what? I should have neglected her throughout my life as she had done with me and my father. She is not worth it! And I'm stuck here in this house with this stupid guy who is a walking man- whore ready to eat me alive if I gave him my chance.
Who now started shouting my name over and over again and that - if I didn't come out by myself he will break the door then he will do nasty things with me.
I was acting all cool and all but now I'm afraid. Afraid that what might happen if something goes wrong? I need to find Cole. I need to find Vanessa and Dylan anyhow.
I dialled Cole's number but the network can't let that happen. I dialled vess's number but I couldn't reach out to her.
Great! I'm just stuck here!
And what the best thing in this situation can be is? That stupid guy started beating the door harshly with his hands as he would budge out the door with his own hands is pushing was not enough to do it so.
I can't run out from here another way around. My cell phone is not working anymore. Do you know what I think? Science might have achieved so many things and accomplished so many targets but whenever we needed it most for us it always left us with regret. I know this doesn't make sense but still; we are going nowhere if things are not done at that time when we needed them the most.
"Amanda Parker comes here right now otherwise I'll break this door and the consequences of after that you will not like it. Come to your daddy now!"
A leaked voice echoed in my ears; that voice was strange and sounded like a damaged person as if he didn't get what he wanted he will damage me. And what the fuck was about he calling himself my daddy. No one has any right to take his place. He is just an asshole and after himself calling my daddy he just made me more enthusiastic to kill him down with both of my hands.
You know what Jonathan? Let's do this! Let's fight!
I ran towards the door slightly without making any noise so that he can not know about the outcome. He still has his hands bound upon the lock which he was constantly shuffling just to open up in the case if I didn't.
I know the trick to use here. Just a simple trick I have to open the lock so that he can fall by his strength which he was applying on the door handle, but he must not know about my smart planning.
I grabbed the handle smoothly without making any noise or at least that what I was trying to do so that he can not comprehend what is going on the other side of the door.
I hold it still quickly in silence while he was applying all force he was pulling the handle without knowing that I was going to push it.
One
Two
Three
'Bingo!'
"Ahh! What the hell!"
His was voice was the only thing that I heard before I started running towards the main door but the luck wasn't on my side and I fell hard. I fell hard because was the biggest cruel ever he kicked me on my butt while still laying on the floor.
It's like thousands of emotions erupted in me. My body went numb. I started feeling hot and cold at the same time. Every sense of me was alarming me to run away something big was going to happen but my head was not right it was spinning and there were tears in my eyes.
It was silent in my own house so deadly silent that I can not comprehend how much exhausting I'm feeling right now. My legs are hurting, my muscles are aching and I can't kill him right here with my own hands because it is hurting, my body is hurting.
The nerve of this shitty man is: he was laughing, laughing so hard that he had to hold his stomach.
I
Will
Not
Give up!
Not yet!
I was laying on the floor and he was standing near me. It's like in one moment he was there and in the next, he was so near me rubbing my chin with his disgusting fingers. As he moved towards me to kiss me on my mouth I kicked him hard on his balls. I kicked him hard until I had the power to stand and I know it's hard because my back was hurting too much. however, I have to do this otherwise the consequences wouldn't be any better
"You bitch! You have to pay for this!" he yelled in pain.
And I ran well I tried until he kicked me on my back and I fell hard on the floor a second time. I don't know how did he manage to do this because at one second he was winning in pain and in the next he kicked me on my back.
My cheek was swallowed and the body was numb again but this time it was hard and I know I would not be able to stand with the power. My head was spinning as someone has given me hammer shots on my head.
