New Life

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Hanji's POV

At last... my baby... my son... I held him in my arms, nuzzling the small child. From what I can see so far... he looked just like Levi. My son... he had black hair and gray eyes... just like Levi. I couldn't wait to tell Levi about the little boy he has. Kenny... he couldn't find Levi. We were withheld from it all. Not even a single peep of Levi's location... I felt lost without him. 

"Name..." I slowly began to say, "I'll name him... Loki..."

Soon enough, I saw the officer -Coleman- and I felt fear gripping onto me. But he gave a slight smile towards me- nothing to think that he would harm me or the baby. I've done nothing wrong to deserve this. I just held Loki back and into my arms... close to my beating heart.

"I'm not here to hurt you, Hanji. Just here to see you." He says gently.

I didn't want to believe him- not a single word! But he did seem peaceful. "Why are you here?" I growled a bit, wanting Loki to stay by me forever and forever more. 

Coleman sighed, slowly walking in at sitting next to me. I... I didn't know what to do... "Congratulations on your son, Hanji. You must be overwhelmed."

"Where's... where's Levi...?" I slowly began to think of him and wondering what Levi was thinking about. Would he know about his child? Or would he be forever in the dark? "He... he needs to see his child. He has rights..."

"Levi is a very dangerous man, you know." He growls softly. "He's unstable and very dangerous for you child-"

"My child is his child too!" I say, raising my voice. Loki was already... falling asleep. He clung onto me, and I had to smile to him. "Levi... deserves to see our son... he deserves it- he deserves it all! I need to see him... our son needs to see him... we need him..."

Coleman just... sighed heavily. "Hanji, listen to me. You just had a child. Shouldn't you do anything to get away from all this... this... evil? Shouldn't you? For the safety of your child and the safety of yourself? You knew Levi was unstable... why stay with him?"

My eyes darted away from him as I thought about it all. About why I originally stayed with him. "I... I didn't want him to kill. I didn't want him to hurt anyone... so I stayed by his side. Eventually, I fell for him... and I love him to death."

"Hanji, do you know what we call that? Being held against your will and falling for the person who captured you? That's Stockholm Syndrome. I'm trying to help undo it all-"

"I don't need you to undo it. I know what I was putting myself into. I did everything to protect everyone... and now.. what if he's hurt so badly... he can't see his own son?" I glared deep at him. "What if it was your child? Wouldn't you want to see your child?"

Coleman sighs, shaking his head. "I wouldn't if it meant putting my child in danger. Hanji, you must understand.. please..."

"No... I won't..." With that last word, Coleman left the room, leaving me with... my dear... sweet... Loki... the son of mine... and the son of Levi...

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Coleman's POV

Her son... Hanji wouldn't stop. She needed Levi... and with that note, I wanted to see what Levi was like. I've been watching him, but him not knowing Hanji... he was descending on this path of... of madness. He had been locked away in this cage, and no social interactions. He seemed normal, trying to keep his sanity. I saw it drop away when I went to see him out of his cage.

Levi was skinny and slowly walking in the cafeteria. I watched him... and I saw him explode. One inmate touched him on accident, and Levi grabbed the nearest thing and stabbed him. Acting fast, I went to hold him down... and I saw it in his eyes. Empty. He wanted to die... he wanted to be shot at... he wanted... death...

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"Levi, what was that about?" I asked him when he was returned to his cage. He sat on the bed, not looking directly at me. "You attacked him... and you... wanted to die...?"

He growled heavily and stared at me with deadly eyes. "Why live?" I tilted my head a bit as I let him continue. "Hanji's dead... my kid's dead... they're both dead... so why should I live?" For some reason, I felt guilt weighing in my heart. Pulling me down. We deceived him for so long... he believes that they're dead. Now, he can't survive without them. "Just admit it... they're dead."

"Stay here." I say quietly as I tried to walk out of the building, and when I turned back to Levi. He was just like an empty shell. 

"Coleman, you need to end this." Jones says gently, "He needs the truth."

"No. No, they can't know."

"If not knowing Hanji and his child are alive, then he's just gonna try things to get himself killed. Is that what you really want?"

I stayed silent for a bit, slowly nodding my head. "Yes."

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Levi's POV

I stayed alone in this cell, trying to remember everything about Hanji... that's how I stayed sane. How I stopped hurting. But the thought of her gone... I can't! Soon enough, that police officer came to me. She sighed heavily, and began to speak gently. "Levi... don't tell Coleman I told you this. Don't say anything and try to act like you have been doing, okay?"

"Why should I do that?" I growled, thinking this one of the ways I can get peace. I had to... if Hanji and my kid are dead... what should I even live for? The memory of her? Please. A memory cannot bring back my unborn kid if it died with her.

"Hanji and your child are alive. She just gave birth. She named him Loki. Hanji and your son are alive."

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