RED [h.s]

Chapter 3

His breathing has returned to its normal pace gradually, my arm got sore from rubbing his for the past God knows how long. He slowly sat up and left to the bathroom, ignoring me completely like I wasn't even there. I heard a few of his screams which caused me to shut my ears. I personally cannot handle such loud cries, it made me shake from irritation for some reason.

The door slowly opened to reveal Niall looking too pale as his droopy eyes stared at the furry black carpet. The dorm rooms seemed like home, literally, the rooms made it feel like your own, but my room back home is more welcoming.

"Sorry about all that" he whispered through his raspy voice.

I stood up and clenched my fists, suddenly feeling severely annoyed "Niall you need to learn how to accept this. Now I'm not saying it's easy, but you should get used to it. Death happen everyday. Someone loses a beloved one. Everyday. Every single fucking day. Wow amazing, just like a fucking butterfly. Blah blah blah" I bitterly spat.

"I don't know your relationship with Kristen but honestly, I couldn't care less. Death is part of an everyday cycle. You die, I die, my parents die, my family, your family, your best friends, your enemies. Pick your head up and stop acting like a goddamned baby. I lost a friend but I didn't give a flying fuck, know why? Because I hate her guts. She wasn't worth my time but I stuck around because I fucking can" I was on the verge of shouting at him. When I give out a speech like this, I feel like yelling at the top of my lungs and bash someone's skull to the wall out of anger.

He stared at me in shock, anger, he was confused at why I snapped like that. So many emotions can be read off his baby face. I tried calming myself down, my jaw unclenched, my shaky fists relaxed slowly. The various thoughts running through my head calmed down a bit, allowing me to think straight and act like a normal human that wouldn't scare others. That wouldn't harm others.

"Sorry" I muttered but received no response from him, he stood there in front of me as still as a statue, staring into my violet eyes emotionlessly.

"I'm leaving" I mumbled angrily and placed my hand on the knob, just when I was about to twist it, a hand was on my shoulder to stop me.

He wrapped his arms around my shoulder and pulled me into a hug, my arms slowly reached to his waist since he was much taller than me. "It's alright"  wow.. all that and it's alright? This was easier than I thought.

"No it's not, I wasn't being very nice" I emotionlessly said.

"And I thank you for that" he mumbled on my shoulder.

I chuckled nervously "You're weird"

He mimicked my actions and said "Being weird isn't wrong" I sensed his smug smile against me so I shook my head.

I pulled away and looked at him with my eyebrow raised "Is it just me or did I make you feel better?" this was rare. Definitely did not happen everyday.

"I still feel empty, destroyed but you did make me feel a bit better" I would've pinched his pink cheeks because he had an adorably thick accent but its not appropriate for a moment like this.

"Wanna take a walk? It'll make you feel much better" I suggested with a hopeful smile, he shrugged with a nod and held open the door for me.

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