Lillie's POVSchool was horrid. Rebekah couldn't stop staring at me. During the entire class, I could feel her eyes on me. But I was being watched by Scott and Liam. So I was okay. The next class, not so good. Yeah I had stiles and Malia watching me, but Kol wasn't one for peace and quiet. Kol was glaring at both Malia and stiles. I know what's he's thinking and I won't let him.
They haven't tried anything, but I know they will. It'll only take time till they do. But now it was time for P.E.
I had it with most of the boys, and Lydia.
I waited for all the girls to leave so I could get dressed. I don't want people to see my scars.
So once they were gone. I started to undress. I pulled my P.E. Shirt on and my shorts. I started to tie my shoes.
"More beautiful then the last time I saw you, I didn't have a chance to admire you the last time I saw you", I heard a familiar voice. I got off the bench and looked around. I know that voice.
Elijah.
"What are you doing here Elijah?", I asked annoyed. I heard a whoosh and suddenly he was right in front of me. His hands inching to hold my face. His beautiful face in front of me. Wait what?
His hands touched my face. "So Beautiful my love, you let a werewolf touch you sexually", he whispered.
I frowned. How'd he know?
"Elijah please", I begged him. I didn't want to do this right now. Not now.
He backed me backwards. So my back was hitting the lockers. He pinned my hands to the lockers. "You are mine, my mate, your mine", he growled lowly at me.
I grew angry. Still going with that aren't we Elijah.
"I'm not yours anymore Elijah, not after you chose Hayley, why did you chose her? Wasn't I enough? Or was I not animal for you? Wanted me to be more like Hayley, more of a slut, if I was yours and if you even loved me, you would have never chose Hayley over me, you never loved me did you Elijah, you love Hayley, it'll always be Hayley, won't it Elijah, you said you loved me, but it was all a lie wasn't it, you hurt me more then I thought you ever would, first you stoped being the man I loved and then you go ahead and fall in love with a slut of a werewolf, and then of all things, you had the nerve to hide my mark. To show people you were fair game, I can't do this Elijah, if your just going to keep ok lying and hurting me like this, I still love you, god forbid, I don't know why, you broke my heart in ways I didn't know were possible, I can't hate you, I love you yes, but I can't be with you, not after what you did to me, what all of you did to me, I need to live a life with a man that will love me, only me and no one else, and I do, he loves me for who I am, he only loves me, not like you did, he shows me he would never do that to me, he shows me that he would chose me then anyone else, I loved you the minute I met you Elijah, but I know you don't feel the same for me, I don't know if you ever did, or you just stopped loving me, if you ever loved me Elijah, let me go, you've got to let me go, let me live my life, the way I want to live it, I don't want to live a life where I know I'm not going to be loved completely, you've got to let me go, I'm not the weak little girl you once remembered, I'm a girl that thinks for herself now, but the one thing I know for sure, is I'm still the girl that loves you, I hate that I love you, because I know you will never love me the same way I loved you, I don't think you ever will, and that's what hurts the most, I will always love you Elijah, you still have a piece of my broken heart, but you are not the one repairing it, your the one who broke it, and you should find a women who loves you for you, just like I did, just promise me one thing, don't break her heart,
And I'm letting you go, but for me to do that, you've got to let me go, let me go Elijah, you've got to let me go", I said to him.
I could see the tears welling up in his eyes.
He cupped my face. "I do, I do love you, I love you with all my life, please don't do this, my love please, don't do this, you know I love you, I made a mistake, you know I love you, I've loved you since the beginning, please believe me, please, I can't live without you, read my mind and know I love you, I love you, listen to my lips, I love you, I love you, my love, I. Love. You. You know I love you", he begged me. I did read his mind. And it says he does love me. But he just thinks he loves me.I smiled sadly at him. "Elijah, you just think you love me, you love the old me, you don't this me, you just love the old me, you don't know this me, how can you love this me when you don't even know this me, I know I love you, because deep down, inside me, I'm still the little girl that loved you, but she's not going to be there forever Elijah, yeah I will still love you, I will always love you, but I got to let you go, just like you need to let me go, you've got to let me go Elijah, you've got to let me go", I said with tears in my eyes.
I cupped his cheeks. He leaned into my palms. "Close your eyes Elijah, close your eyes", I whispered to him. He did, he closed his eyes, a tear rolled down his cheek. I wiped it away with my thumb. I leaned up and pressed my lips to his. With a soft kiss. Means a goodbye kiss.
I always hated to say goodbye.
His lips felt like they always did. And it made tears roll down my cheeks. So soft, like they used to be.
Goodbye Elijah. Goodbye my lijah.
I pulled back. "Goodbye lijah", I whispered to him. I pressed my lips to his forehead. "I will always love you", I whispered to him. "No matter what you say, I will always love you Lillie", he whispered. His voice cracking.
I smiled sadly. Wanting to cry. "I'm sure you will lijah, I'm sure you will", I said softly. As the tears flowed down like a waterfall.
And I sent him back to the old place I once called home. Back to New Orleans.
I felt a huge wave of pain hit me. I cried out. I fell to my knees. I cried out. The pain hurt so badly. The bond wouldn't break and it was hurting me so badly. It wouldn't break because they wouldn't let it. They won't let me go. It hurts so badly, because I want to let go of that life, but they won't let me go. I cried out as another wave of pain hit me.
I heard rushing footsteps coming. But I didn't pay any attention to them. The bond was hurting me so badly. And I'm sure they can feel it too.
"Lillie!", I heard Lydia yell my name. But her voice was getting farther away.
"Scott! call Derek now! She needs Derek! Get Derek!", I heard her yell at Scott. But it felt like it was so far away.
Another wave hit me. I closed my eyes and cried out.
Why?!
Why does it hurt so much?!
Why won't they let me go?!
Why won't they let me live my own life?!
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It's called fate Derek Hale and mikaelson LS
RomanceSequel to the mikaelson story, it's the sequel to the it's called fate story, a few readers have asked me to continue the story and have not realized this is the sequel to that story. Lillie is really grown up now, she left and she doesn't know if...