the two broken boys.

Chapter Twenty-Two.

Once I entered the bathroom, I let out a long sigh. I walked over to the mirror, staring directly at my reflection. I'm not going to even lie, this is the hottest I've ever looked. I felt ecstatic. I've never done something like this before. Something dangerous.

The things that ran through my head weren't necessarily good things. All the things that Jungkook might do once he finds out. I ran my fingers through my hair and smiled my boxy smile. A man stumbled into the bathroom, looking drunk as fuck, but I ignored him.

He tapped me on the shoulder, and I turned, staring at him. "Yes?" I asked in an annoyed tone. "Hot." He said, smiling at me and repeatedly touching my shoulder. I moved to the side. "Thank you." I said slowly. "Well, I have to go now."

I walked out of the bathroom, happy that he hadn't tried to grab me or anything. I made my way back over to the bar and sat down, staring at Kai. "Hey, princess." He said and I internally cringed. That was a name only Jeon Jungkook could use.

I was honestly still mad at myself. Jungkook wasn't mine to begin with. Technically, he's allowed to flirt with girls. But seeing that girl flirting with him, and him flirting back made my blood boil and I just couldn't sit there and watch.

Without hesitation, I grabbed the shot glass and drank it all in one go. I slammed it on the counter. "Another!" I yelled and the bartender nodded and took my glass. Kai stared at me, and I turned to him. "You didn't put anything in my drink, right?" I said lowly. He shook his head and I smiled.

"Taehyung." He said as I drank the next shot I was given. "Yeeeess?" I said. I was already feeling weird. "You said that if I wanted something, then to just ask, right?" He said and raised a brow. I nodded. My plan was working.

"Well, what if I want..." He put his hand on my thigh. "You." I blushed at his words. "Of course, baby. But not yet." I said with a smirk. I grabbed his shot glass and drank it. "Let's dance." I stood up and grabbed Kai's hand, dragging him to the dance floor. Men were staring at me, but Kai gave them a glare that made them look away.

It was really cute, honestly. He really thought that I was his. I am nobody's. I let go of him and we both started to dance. I stared at him with a smirk. He was a good dancer. I stopped dancing and walked over to him, not breaking eye contact.

I grabbed him and pulled him into a deep kiss. His lips were soft, but Jungkook's were probably softer. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and he gripped my waist. He licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance, but I denied it. That was until I felt his hands grip my ass and squeeze it tightly.

I gasped and he took the chance to slip his tongue in. Both our tongues fought for dominance, until I finally gave him. He explored my mouth while squeezing my ass. I let out a moan and we pulled away from each other. Next phase. "I'm ready." I said with a grin.

He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. "We're going to my house, baby." He whispered in my ear. My eyes widened and I tensed. Going to his house wasn't apart of the plan. We were supposed to fuck in one of the club's little rooms. I bit my lip and looked away. This would be okay. It would be fine.

He had stopped walking and was staring at me. "Your house is fine. Just, hurry." I forced another smirk and he nodded. We got to his car and I smiled. It looked expensive as hell. He opened the door for me and I got off of him. "Thank you, kind sir." I said and sat in the passenger seat, buckling myself in.

Before he got in, I quickly pulled out my phone. Jungkook had texted me again, but I didn't bother looking at his texts.

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Taehyung
Hey Chim.
I'm leaving now.
I'm heading to Kai's house.
I'll be okay.
Have fun with Yoongi.

-

Kai started to drive and I let out a long sigh. His hand was on my thigh and he was stroking it. "You excited, baby?" I nodded slowly. "Is it your first time?" He said, but didn't look at me. "N-no." I said hesitantly.

"Oh, really? Is that where you got your hickey from?" I bit my lip again, harder than before, and shook my head. "Damn, you really are a slut." He said with a laugh. I glared at him, but he didn't seem to care. I wasn't a fucking slut.

"Don't worry, slut. I'll make you feel better than all the other's have." He said with a smirk and I looked out the window. I was getting nervous. "Please God, don't let me have one of my panic attacks now." I prayed silently. I was honestly terrified.

Him calling me a slut. Him saying he'd make me feel better than the others. Those things made me scared. I've honestly been scared of doing anything with anyone, ever since my father. I didn't want to be used again.

I was starting to shake. I didn't want this to happen in front of him. I held back tears. Why was this happening now? Nothing has even happened yet. We arrived at Kai's house and he got out of the car, making his way up to the door.

I stayed in the car for a second before slowly getting out. I was still biting my lip as I walked up the stairs. He was already inside, so I went inside top and shut the door. As I turned around, Kai pinned me against the door. I breathed heavily, attempting to calm down, but it didn't work.

He stared at me and smiled. "Come on, baby." He said and grabbed my hand, taking me upstairs to his bedroom. I shuddered at the sight. It looked way too similar to the room my father had thrown me in that night. I was shaking rapidly, but Kai didn't seem to notice or care.

He pushed me onto the bed and crawled on top of me. I was already regretting this. I was regretting it so much. I was still fighting back tears. He was staring at the hickey on my neck. "Dirty slut." He said and attacked my neck, sucking and biting it until marks were made.

"Dirty slut." Those words kept replaying in my head. "D-Dirty slut." I choked out, but he didn't stop. When he pulled away, I was pretty sure I was covered in hickies. I gulped and he took off his shirt. I looked away ans them he took off mine.

"Cute." He said with a smirk. He slowly started to pull down my pants and then the memories hit me. I started to cry and shake even more. I looked up at Kai. He looked exactly like my father.

He took off my pants and my boxers and I covered myself up. I started to thrash around while I cried. "S-Stop!" I yelled. "I don't want it anymore!" I screamed. But did he stop? No.

Kai grabbed my wrists, holding them above my head. He used one hand to move my legs, so he could stare at my naked body. "K-Kai, please." I whispered. "Sorry, hun. You said you'd give me what I wanted. Now you don't want too, but I don't care. I'm taking you anyway." He said with a smirk.

I had to relive my nightmares that night.

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So, I forced myself to write a chapter. I didn't really plan on it, but I did it because I don't want anyone to get impatient or anything I guess. If I do post chapters, they won't be too long. Once I get my laptop back, they'll be longer. But for now, if you want chapters, you gotta deal with shitty phone chapters I guess.

Also, I wasnt planning on doing this, but I chose too. Also, no smut for a  few more chapters since this just happened. Don't worry, I promise you'll get some smut eventually. Hope you enjoyed this chapter!