"you look gorgeous tae! just amazing! oh my god you're so pretty and cute.", jimin says while squeezing taehyungs cheek after doing his make up and even deciding what he's going to wear.
"now we have to protect him more. even i'd want to fuck him if i was a stranger.", hoseok says, making everyone snap at him.
"hoseok!"
"what? i said if i was stranger." they roll their eyes at that, turning to taehyung again.
"i don't want to face jeongguk.", taehyung confesses and they look at him with pity in their eyes.
"naw chill baby. you'll see him anyway, you're sharing a dorm.", jin says.
"yeah.", taehyung just replies, before yoongi changes the topic.
~
they're standing outside and talking about who's getting in which car. "taehyung you're going to drive with jeongguk.", namjoon says.
"what? why?", he asks in disbelief but receives no answer. this is just cruel.
taehyung almost screams in frustration before he goes to jeongguks car. he wants to sit down on the backseat, but jimin and yoongi are there and yoongi pushes taehyung out.
"what are you doing?"
"sit on the passenger seat.", he says and taehyung is about to have a mental breakdown.
"you're all so annoying, god.", he says, before he angrily plumps down on the passenger seat.
and then jeongguk comes.
taehyung starts to feel sick but he tries to think of something else than what happened a few hours ago.
silently jeongguk starts the car.
~
they sit in front of something like bar, which the owners of the house must have created for the party. it's obvious that it isn't a real bar of course, it's just built like one.
they're drinking some alcohol. well, taehyung is only drinking coke.
but there's a boy, standing beside a table, watching taehyung with hungry eyes. taehyung wears a high waist jeans with a baggy sweatshirt, which he tucked in his pants.
yeah, a lot of guys are talking about taehyungs ass right now. even girls.
taehyung notices the staring of the boy and accidentally looks directly into his eyes. but after that he quickly looks down, his cheeks turning red.
"i'm going to the toilet.", taehyung says to his friends but only jin hears it.
"i'm coming with y-"
"no hyung. im old enough to go alone.", he says with a smile because he doesn't want to sound mean.
"okay.", jin sighs, still worried though.
taehyung steps into the big bathroom.
the party is from a boy called kai. yes he's living in a dorm too but his giant house isn't that far away from their university so he throws his parties always there as soon as his parents are gone.
he stares into the mirror, sighing deeply. but suddenly the door opens and the boy from earlier steps in.
"oh, hello.", he says while smirking.
"h-hi.", taehyung stutters, feeling ashamed for some reason.
"what's your name darling?", he asks, making taehyungs cheeks turn red again.
"i'm taehyung and you?"
"my name is chanyeol.", he says, coming closer to taehyung.
"n-nice name.", taehyung says, not knowing what to say, making chanyeol chuckle.
taehyungs back hits the wall now, but that still doesn't keep chanyeol from coming closer and closer to taehyung.
and suddenly taehyung feels two lips on his own, making him widen his eyes. he tries to push the boy away, but he's not strong enough.
what the actual fuck?
by now hot tears are leaving taehyungs eyes, because chanyeol doesn't let go of him, also starting to touch taehyung everywhere.
"s-stop p-please.", taehyung begs, but that only turns him on even more.
meanwhile jeongguk and the others; "where's taehyung?", jeongguk asks, as he finally decided to go to his friends, after flirting with girls and even getting a blowjob.
"he went to the toilet, but he isn't back yet. i'm going to-"
"no, i'll go. stay here.", jeongguk says to jin, before he leaves the bar.
he wants to open the door, but chanyeol locked it. "taehyung are you there?", jeongguk asks from the outside and taehyung starts to scream so jeongguk would hear him, but the only thing that can be heard are muffled sounds.
but jeongguk still hears it. "taehyung?", he asks again, this time holding his ear to the door.
and jeongguk widens his eyes as he hears the muffled sounds, followed by a loud slap and a voice snaping "shut up."
jeongguk understands that something is wrong and starts hammering against the door.
"whoever is in there, open the door or i will fucking kill you."
taehyung screams again, only to earn another slap, starting to cry more.
chanyeol pushes taehyung on his knees, still covers taehyungs mouth with his hands and is about to unzip his jeans.
taehyung can't describe how he feels but the only thing that he knows is that this is the worst day in his whole life.
he wants to escape, but is too weak. he wants to scream, but he can barely breathe because of a hand covering his mouth.
the boy is about to pull his boxers down and shove his dick inside taehyungs mouth, as suddenly the door breaks open.
taehyung looks with big and red swollen eyes to jeongguk, who pulled chanyeol back and is now punching him.
he keeps beating him and blood is leaving the boys mouth and nose, but jeongguk doesn't give a fuck.
taehyung sits there, stll crying, watching jeongguk losing control. but he can't just keep doing nothing anymore, so he stands up even though he feels completely weak just like he could pass out any moment.
he softly grabs jeongguk shoulder, but he doesn't stop beating the boy up.
"j-jeongguk p-please.", taehyung begs and slowly jeongguk stops in his tracks, looking up to taehyung.
but taehyung can't stand anymore and falls down onto his knees because of weakness.
"taehyung.", jeongguk says and by now the others also came in.
"oh my god.", jin says, staring at the scenario in shock.
"leave! there is nothing to see here.", yoongi snaps, making the curious people that just came in leave again.
"j-jeongguk.", taehyung cries out and jeongguk immediately carries him out of the house, bringing taehyung to his car.
while he carries taehyung, taehyung doesn't stop sobbing. "that was my first kiss. he stole it.", he cries out a multiple times.
jeongguk starts the car, driving back to their college, not caring about how the others come back home.
he parks the car and carries taehyung again until he arrives at their dorm.
he wants to sit taehyung down, but taehyung doesn't let go of jeongguk. he clings to him, not wanting him to leave. that's why jeongguk also sits down and pulls taehyung on his lap, just like a few days ago.
"he stole my first kiss jeongguk.", taehyung cries out, still sobbing and it's heartbreaking to hear.
"that doesn't count as your first kiss, don't worry. your first kiss will be beautiful.", jeongguk calms him down while talking in his soft voice which taehyung loves so much.
"jeongguk he touched me. everywhere.", taehyung sobs and it's true. he touched his hips and his upper body and also his ass.
"it was horrible. he wanted to-" taehyung can't continue because his voice cracks and he's not able to speak anymore.
"pshh. it's okay. calm down. everything's fine now, you're here with me."
"i-it's just like the night."
"what night taehyung?"
it's the night that taehyung traumatized forever. the night he had never told anyone about.
but he doesn't answer.
"did he hurt you?", taehyung asks, stretching his hand out to caress jeongguks lips, because it's bleeding.
of course jeongguk was stronger than him and totally beat him up, but he got one punch from the boy who tried to abuse tae.
"i'm sorry.", taehyung says, a hot tear leaving his eye.
"hey it's okay. it's not your fault.", jeongguk says softly, starting to caress taehyungs cheek, making him lean into the touch.
"m sleepy.", taehyung says as he starts to hug jeongguk tightly.
"mhm, go to sleep.", he says and taehyung closes his eyes, trying to not think about the things that happened. but it doesn't work. he even dreams of it.
