Mental Flowers {Taegi}

Where Did It Start.

Min Yoongi woke up, his throat sore and his eyes heavy. He looked around the room and noticed machines and nurses. He groaned as he lifted his arm seeing tubes stuck in his arm and a hospital band around his wrist. He sat up and pulled the feeding tube out of his throat causing a nurse to look his way and panic.

The female nurse rushed to his side "Mr. Min! Please let me help you with that" she said as she began taking the tube out of his throat hurting less than when he tried to do it himself. 

Yoongi's head hurt, it pounded and it felt like his head was going to explode as he sat up. "What am i doing here..." Yoongi said in a low and pained voice.

The nurse looked over at him as she stiffened "You...You don't remember" she said as Yoongi shook his head. "You overdosed on depression and anxiety medications....you almost died." the nurse said.

Yoongi's eyes became wide as he remembered what he had done. He remembered taking the pills and then closing his eyes and that was it, now he was in a hospital room with no idea how he got there.

He nodded as he looked at the nurse "Do you know how i....got here" he said  as he slouched back down in the bed not losing eye contact with the nurse. She sighed and nodded as she grabbed a clipboard off of a little mobile counter flipping through some papers "It looks like you were found by your landlord." she said signing some papers in the process.

'Landlord?' Yoongi thought to himself, how did his landlord find him, he paid rent before he took the pills so how on earth did the landlord find him. Yoongi sighed as he closed his eyes and thought "When can i get out of here" he said opening his eyes again.

The nurse looked at him and chuckled nervously, "Well...um Mr. Min...After you're discharged from the hospital...you will be sent to a mental facility in Seoul to help you recover from your actions and to help make sure you won't do that again." she said

"You've got to be kidding me" Yoongi said narrowing his eyes. "I don't need treatment, fuck a mental asylum is just going to make shit worse!" he said, anger growing in his voice. "Sir, its not a mental asylum is a mental facility. There are nurses there who want to help you get better." she said as yoongi huffed.

"I have depression im not some fucking psychopath" said as he sat up in his bed once more. "Yes, we understand that but you just tried killing yourself with your own depression medication. You aren't stable enough to go back into the real world right now.." she said as she sat on the end of Yoongi's bed "from what the papers say you should be able to leave and go to the facility in 3 days....it all depends on how your vitals are in the next few days" she said as she looked away from the papers and at yoongi who was looking out the window with a lost look in his eyes.

"Mr. Min....everything we're doing here is to make sure you get better and don't try something like this again" the nurse said with a soft reassuring smile as yoongi just ignored her.

He didn't want to go, he wished the pills had worked it would be a hell of a lot better than sitting in a hospital room feeling like shit and being sent to a mental facility.

The nurse got up from the bed and sighed "I have to go tell the doctor that you're awake now but if you need something just ring and ask for Nurse Ha-Rin" she said as she grabbed the clipboard and walked out of the room.

"Why didn't i just fucking die..." yoongi said to himself before laying back down in the bed and closing his eyes. At least he had a few more days until he left...