SERENDIPITY - VSOO

Blind

Jisoo

I couldn't feel my whole body.

My knees could barely support my weight.

The only thing I could hear was my heart beating so fast I thought I would collapse.

He pressed his lips against mine and the familiar smell of mint invaded my senses.
I was feeling lost.

One of his hand touched my face and the other my back.

I let him have his way. My mind couldn't comprehend the situation yet.

He opened his eyes in search of an approval,
when he locked his eyes on me I just made a little nod so he would know.

Smirking, he grabbed me back to kiss me.

He was breathing heavily too.
I wondered if I wasn't the only one flustered.

I felt something burning inside my body,
a feeling I haven't experienced until now.

I couldn't get a hold of myself,
All I knew was that I wanted to kiss him for as long as I could.

He pushed himself into me more.
This felt wrong but good at the same time.

Suddenly, he made a gap between us.

Not having his body next to mine got me more tensed since the reality started to kick in.
The second his body disappeared, the heat was over and I had to woke up from that amazing dream to face the reality.
To see the real person before me and realize he doesn't want to do anything more with me than play with my mind.

He was panting.

Taehyung:"Let's get you into your room."

I didn't know if I was confused about the reason behind the kiss or of why he stopped.

The most saddest and childish thought hit me:
*What if he didn't like the way I kissed him?*

I couldn't bare the thought that he may not be satisfied.

It's my first time experiencing these feelings so for be it was a torture.
I felt such a huge pressure across my heart that I wanted to escape that place.

It was like I had no more air to breath.
I wanted to spare both of us of this awkward incident.

Without thinking about it more, because it hurts my heart so much,
I turned my back at him and started running towards my dorm.

When I was about to enter my room one hand grabbed me and pushed me in, against the wall.

I looked at the face before me and it was him.
I couldn't understand why he did all this...why does he like to play with me like this....

Jisoo:"Why?
Why are you here if you told me to go to my room?"

I felt my face burning red and I couldn't bring myself to look him in the eye.

Taehyung:"Look at me."

Jisoo:"I don't want to."

Taehyung:"Why?"

Jisoo:"Why are you here?"

Taehyung:"What do you mean?"

Jisoo:"You sent me to my room, then why did you come after me?"

He looked surprised.

Taehyung:"It was not a good moment.
We should both get some sleep."