Jisoo
I couldn't feel my whole body.
My knees could barely support my weight.
The only thing I could hear was my heart beating so fast I thought I would collapse.
He pressed his lips against mine and the familiar smell of mint invaded my senses.
I was feeling lost.
One of his hand touched my face and the other my back.
I let him have his way. My mind couldn't comprehend the situation yet.
He opened his eyes in search of an approval,
when he locked his eyes on me I just made a little nod so he would know.
Smirking, he grabbed me back to kiss me.
He was breathing heavily too.
I wondered if I wasn't the only one flustered.
I felt something burning inside my body,
a feeling I haven't experienced until now.
I couldn't get a hold of myself,
All I knew was that I wanted to kiss him for as long as I could.
He pushed himself into me more.
This felt wrong but good at the same time.
Suddenly, he made a gap between us.
Not having his body next to mine got me more tensed since the reality started to kick in.
The second his body disappeared, the heat was over and I had to woke up from that amazing dream to face the reality.
To see the real person before me and realize he doesn't want to do anything more with me than play with my mind.
He was panting.
Taehyung:"Let's get you into your room."
I didn't know if I was confused about the reason behind the kiss or of why he stopped.
The most saddest and childish thought hit me:
*What if he didn't like the way I kissed him?*
I couldn't bare the thought that he may not be satisfied.
It's my first time experiencing these feelings so for be it was a torture.
I felt such a huge pressure across my heart that I wanted to escape that place.
It was like I had no more air to breath.
I wanted to spare both of us of this awkward incident.
Without thinking about it more, because it hurts my heart so much,
I turned my back at him and started running towards my dorm.
When I was about to enter my room one hand grabbed me and pushed me in, against the wall.
I looked at the face before me and it was him.
I couldn't understand why he did all this...why does he like to play with me like this....
Jisoo:"Why?
Why are you here if you told me to go to my room?"
I felt my face burning red and I couldn't bring myself to look him in the eye.
Taehyung:"Look at me."
Jisoo:"I don't want to."
Taehyung:"Why?"
Jisoo:"Why are you here?"
Taehyung:"What do you mean?"
Jisoo:"You sent me to my room, then why did you come after me?"
He looked surprised.
Taehyung:"It was not a good moment.
We should both get some sleep."
I felt anger build up inside me.
Jisoo:"You just kissed me, how is that not a good moment? What would you define as a good moment for you?
I know it might not be the best you got, but then, why did you kissed me back when I asked you to?"
Taehyung:"Dammit are you blind?"
Jisoo:"I don't understand you."
Taehyung:"Then....
I'll make you understand."
He got closer again.
Much closer,
Until our bodies were one and I could feel his breath on my nose.
Then, I felt it.
I felt his hard penis trough all his clothes and mine too.
It was the first time I felt a male sexual organ so close to my body.
We're still dressed and I feel my body swollen and shaking.
Taehyung:" I'm drunk.
Just, just go to sleep.
I can't continue like this any longer."
Jisoo:"What can't you do?"
Taehyung:"Dammit Jisoo.
What don't you fucking understand?
You made me hard, I'm so horny I could rip off all your clothes right now.
Go to sleep or I'm about to force myself on you and you won't like it."
I bit my lip.
*I made him hard.*
Jisoo:"I understand.
G-g-go now."
Taehyung:"Stop shaking."
Jisoo:"I can't, I want to but I can't."
When I looked at him he was smiling down on me.
Jisoo:"What?"
Taehyung:"It's seems like I'm not the only one turned on, but I prefer seeing you like this."
*Turned on?
Does he mean I'm horny too?*
Realising the gravity of my actions and the moment we are in, I pushed him back.
I can't allow myself to continue.
Jisoo:"I-I want to sleep.
Right now!"
Taehyung:"Me too.
Have a good night."
Jisoo:"You too."
I said as I looked at the door being shot behind him.
The shaking just didn't stop, no matter how hard I tried.
*Why?
I'm not feeling anxious, why am I shaking?*
My whole body felt strange.
It was like it was aching but without the pain.
I somehow was intrigued by the new wave of feelings I had.
*So....
that's what "horny" feels like.
*I-I just .... I need some sleep.*
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Jin
I woke up.
It was 2 hours past my entering shift.
*Why didn't Taehyung woke me up?*
I went to check on him but he wasn't in his bedroom.
*Where can he be? Did he perhaps feel asleep in the screens room?*
I entered the room and I saw him with his head on the table.
