My Desire

Chapter 4:Broken

Yay she texted me, I asked her if she hated me? "she said yhs but not alot" me thinking to myself I had a chance. Just thinking I could have a chance to get back with her,maybe I could fix my wrongs. She's not in a good mood judging from the way the conversation is going I could tell, Am happy I can speak to her again but its like we aint gonna be the same people after tonight, She's gonna stop talking to me after we say what we have to say. She seen the pic i put of her on whatsapp but she don't seem to care much about it, She told me "that picture making me look ugly" me smilling a lil bit thinking we gonna be alright but in reality its gonna end bad for me.

She like "Taddy why cant you move on? Am replying " I don't know am just stuck on you" she's like "must be nice? I replied "its not nice its the best feeling in the world to be in love with you". Still texting "so we bck to being friends"? She replied "I don't even know if I even want to talk to you" " so we total strangers?? " i don't know ok now bye" am feeling so alone right now who will I text at night when I just finished a day of work. I be like "ok I will let you be" she sends me "dont text me again" Am there thinking this the last message she gonna send me but she came back saying " I still love you but you need to control your temper and watch what the fuck you saying bye" is there something I can still do or its lights off for me, Should I give up or talk to her still i dont know will be messaging her its just hard to let someone you love go like that it just hurts to much seeing her leave its pain that will maybe keep me going or keep me behind lets see.