My Monster

Changed

I used to daydream about what my life would be like if I were anything but me, and anywhere but here.

Not now

When people called me ugly and treated me like I was stupid, or retarded, I stayed quiet...

Not now.

Now by some miracle I have changed.

I have more understanding of my life, and what I will become.

My head is not in the cloud anymore.

It's here, thinking...planning....

Planning what I will do next....

But honestly, I have no idea what i'm doing

But I do know that if somebody throws an insult and gets my face...

I will get right back in there's and say, "You know, you must be very insecure for you to insult people like that. Does it bring you happiness? Saying horrible things to them just to hurt them? You need help"

It's decided...

In order to succeed in life, I need to handle what life throws at me.

Now I know,

Life is going to beat me to the ground, let me get back up and try and walk away just to get stabbed in the back.

Well....

I say bring. It. On!