This book contains sensitive elements, such as suicide, nudes, and more. This is not contained in all of the chapters, but in a heavy amount. If you are not comfortable with this, you do not have to read this book.
This book is about me telling the...
So... This happened in Cosplay Amino. I got a notification somebody wanted to message me of course. So I went to see who it was... It was some guy I'm assuming that just said hi. All lowercase. Now, because of past stuff, I knew this guy was bad news. I think... At least, looking back at it now, I should've known that...
Now, I'm just gonna say this right now, not EVERYBODY is bad news if they type in all lowercase. Just that with my experience, no punctuation or uppercase, the dudes or gals mean bad news.
So, anyways... He just said hi to me, nothing too bad. So I said hi back. He asked how I was, and because I was feeling... 'Eh' that day, I told him I don't know anymore. He replied asking why... But in a pleading type of way. With two y's in it. Like "whyy." I said that I didn't know, then asked how he was doing. Just a simple response, he said that he's bored and brought up how people can be boring nowadays. Continuing on, he also said that people care about everything while he loves doing what he likes. So, I agreed with him because it's somewhat true. I told him that I love drawing, and that I was drawing something at the moment.
THEN he started to act a bit weird... He said "oh show it babe." Sooo, I started to get a little bit suspicious of him because he called me babe... Sure, people can call others that in a nice, friend-like way. Not a romantic way. But this? Uh, yeah I'm pretty sure he meant it in a romantic way. So me being confused and shocked as to why he said that, my response was "Babe? Did you just call me babe? You like me or something?" That was something I would ask a whole bunch back then, it cringes me a little looking back at it now XD Anywho, I obviously thought it was weird he called me that. I mean, who wouldn't be weirded out?
He obviously thought it was funny that that was my reaction; he put 'Xd' like breh, that ain't funny seeing people's reactions like that... He said he felt like calling me that and that he said it. And of course, like every perv would ask, he asked to see me. Because I just got done talking about my drawing, I asked if he meant me or my drawing. He said both. I showed him the drawing first, which was a digital drawing I was doing of Sally.
I also explained that I traced it off of something from Walmart. Because uh, yeah. He said that it's looking good, I said thanks. He continued to ask me if he could see my face... I asked why he even wanted to see my face. He replied saying that he doesn't have a reason, just wanted to see it. Now, if y'all know me, if someone asks for a picture of me with no reason whatsoever, heck no would I show myself. For one, that makes you ultra sus (even more sus than The Imposter hA-), and two, my parents wouldn't allow me doing so. I told him that I can't do it since my parents say it's personal info. He said he knows... Whatever. You wouldn't have asked dude.
I'm guessing he said that he's gonna leave the conversation since I didn't show him a picture of me? I say that I guess because I can't find the screenshot that shows that. But I do faintly remember this guy and our conversation, looking at the screenshots... Anywho, back to the story.
I kinda wanted to continue to talk to him, since... I dunno why. I didn't like the way he was speaking though. It was fun to.. 'Torment him' I guess? And not seeing him get his way? I have no idea. Anyways, he was saying bye to me and I told him alright fine, he said so. He was confused (he said "hmm?") so I said that he don't wanna talk to me. THIS is where things get bad... Extremely bad...
He said bye again and that he wanted to continue to talk with me... AFTER HE SEES MY CHEST AND PRIVATE! Okay so that's not what he said, he said 'my b00bs and pink-' uhm... I think y'all should know what he means by pink. Uhhhhh, anywho!
He continued on saying he could feel that if I sent those pictures, it would be 'very tasty he feels.' Yeah, ew... WRONG APP, DUDE! So I was both terrified and disgusted by him after he said that. I mean, who wouldn't be. I can't find the screenshot of what I said after he said that, but I'm PRETTY DANG SURE that I said I wouldn't send that type of stuff. He's like "oh that doesn't make any sense now"...
UH, FIRST OF ALL, WHEN THE HECK DID I AGREE THAT I'D SEND A PICTURE OF MYSELF?! ANY type of picture? Gosh, he blind...
So he said for me to message him on Instagram, and then he gave me his username... Heh, if y'all wanna see it, DM me. ;) Okay but for real though if I do give it to y'all through DM don't start fighting him- i mean if you do once you're done saying your words just block him- anYWHO-
I asked him why on Instagram. He said so that way I can show it on there to him (through DM of course). He informed me that he could save the picture on there and that I would be 'more comfortable' when I share it. Heh, he thought I would... Dumb scumbag.
I yelled at him (or, told him in caps) that I wouldn't show him those types of pictures on Instagram nor Amino. He told me that he's giving me a choice... Aaand that's all of the screenshots I could find, unfortunately. But I'm assuming that he told me another thing that triggered me... Because in the first screenshots, I could see that I was saving a message, saying that I was gonna leave him and good luck in trying to talk to me again.
Sooo... I guess that ends there. OH WAIT! No, there's an awesome part at the end!! Okay so I told my swag mom about this, and she was NOT happy. I mean... Like... Fire Demon not happy if that makes sense. Sooo she was mad at him AND me. Why me? Well, because I ACTUALLY told her about what was going on once he started calling me babe. She told me to block him and stuff... Did I listen? Again, no, unfortunately.... Aaand since I didn't, this is what happened. It was a BAAAD idea that he left his Instagram to me! HAHAHA! Why, or how?! Well, because she messaged him! And gave him some VERY LOVELY words!! :)
That's what the background of this is if ya wanna check that out. The screenshots below is the conversation between me and him.
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Now! For the ranting part, my favorite... Uhm, I might have to do this later since it's getting a bit late and my mind feels tired.
(As you noticed, I erased the original stuff I typed. Why? Uh, because no... I showed a ton of self doubt and TONS of screaming. And censored swear words... Makes me cringe.)
