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Chapter 16

Hea PV

I'm in my bed, and since I couldn't sleep, I decided to read a book to distract myself.
I can't stop thinking about the look the Earl has given me and Seonghwa; for a moment I thought he would do or say something ...Instead he went straight to his room.

"Still awake?"
I hear a hoarse voice behind me, and when I turn around I see the last person I want to be alone with in my room.
"What are you doing here?"
I ask him, trying to cover myself with the sheets of the bed as much as possible.
"I could not sleep.."
He says advancing towards me, taking off his blue jacket.
"You can't stay here"
I've never seen that look; his eyes are black and fixed on me, but at the same time they seem empty and lost.
"Do I have to remind you who gives the orders here?"
He grabs the sheets and pulls them away with force, leaving me exposed to him wearing only a petticoat.
Before I can do anything, he is above me, positioned between my legs ... and I panicked and start hitting him on the chest, but he blocks my wrists on the bed over my head.
"Why Wooyoung?!"
I start to say desperate, and he keeps staring at me but keeping me still.
"I can't stay away from you Hea. I have never felt such a strong desire for a woman in my life"
He whispers in my ear; and lets my wrists go, putting his hand on my bare thigh.
I'm about to scream for help, when he starts kissing my neck down to my collarbone.
I don't know what happens to me, but I can't react; I feel myself melt under his passionate kisses and his expert hands that run through my body.
"I want you Hea. I want you to be mine"
He says when a slight moan escapes my lips.
And then he unites his lips to mine; in a completely different way from the other time, this time it's not sweet but rough and angry.
When I give access to his tongue, I notice that he is unbuttoning his belt.
"No no Wooyoung stop!"
I say agitated, trying to push him away from his chest.
It's like I suddenly woke up from hypnosis and realized the madness I'm doing.
"Shh don't worry"
He whispers, then attacks my lips again;
Panicked I grab his lower lip between my teeth and bite it with all the strength I have.
"Ah!!"
He shouts, standing up as he touches his reddened lip from my bite.
Our eyes meet, and I curl up in bed afraid of his next reaction.
"A servant should be honored of so much attention"
He says angrily, fastening his belt.
"Not me"
I whisper, close to tears.
"Not yet my dear, you must say not yet"
Recover his jacket from the floor and start to open the door.
"Good night"
He says before going out, giving me one last look.
And I start crying unable to hold myself back, feeling dirty and unable to forget the sensations I felt in those short seconds in his arms.