The Broken Girl (she hides the pain with a smile)

Chapter 3

WARNING THIS CHAPTER IS NOT FOR KIDS
THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL INTERCOURSE NOT FOR CHILDREN UNDER THE AGE OF 16.

I woke up when a hand suddenly cover my mouth
I opened my eyes only to see my step father on top of me.

" Make a sound and I kill you." He said

I nod my head and tears started to fall from my face.

He take his hand from my mouth and started to unbutton his pants

I scream " mommy, help me, somebody."
I said while pushing him off me.

He then slap me across my face and grab me by the throat.

" What did i said to you just now? Don't make a fucking sound." He said angrily.

I can't breathe and tears was falling. I could feel the grip getting tighter. He then let me go, I roll off the bed to the floor trying to catch my breath. I got up has dizzy has I was but he stand in front me.

"Please just leave me alone, I wont say anything to anyone." I beg.

" I know you won't, trust me I know you won't." He said.

I stepped back from him and then I realized my mom wasn't here else he wouldn't have come Inside my room.

Every step I made backwards he make them forward.

"Come any closer and I will scream. You hear me?." I said loudly.

Because I don't get scared so easily and I don't give up that easily. If I was going down I would go down with out a fight. That's for sure.

He tried to grab me but I ran the other side 
I ran so fast that I could hear him behind me.
Suddenly he grab my right hand and pull me back. When I turned around he tried to slap me but a kick him in his balls, he drop to the floor.

" You little bitch, you ask for it!." He said in a painful tone.

I tried all the doors but all of them were closed.

I scream " help somebody, anybody help me please."

The next thing I know I was falling to the ground, all I could see is darkness.

I woke up in pain between my legs and pain behind the back of my head.

I saw him on top of me pulling and pushing his dick from out side my vagina squeezing my breast with one of his hands while the next one is rubbing my clitoris. I tried to scream and move but my mouth was covered while my hands and feet were tie to the bed.
I just lay there watching him and crying.

" Oh yes, yes baby come for daddy. I know you want this."  He said in pleasure.

I turned my head away from him because the pain was unbearable.

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After he was finished he untie me and uncover my mouth.

"This will be our little secret, nobody will believe you if u say nothing." He said.

I turned my head and started crying even harder than before.

He left my room and close the door
Why did this had to happen to me I did nothing bad to deserve this. This wasn't how I imagine my first time not like this. I cried so hard it made sounds but am sure he didn't heard me.

I tried to get up off the bed to go Clean myself up, I saw the sheet it had my blood all over it. I quickly took it off the bed and put a clean one on it I then brought the mess up one in to the bathroom and wipe out the blood stain so that I could wash it out in the morning.

After I was finished I went back on my bed
I lay there crying while everything was replying over and over again.

"Why God why me?."  I said.

" What did I ever did so wrong God?." I asked looking into the roof.

Has tears Fall out my eyes I heard. " You should be ashame of yourself!."  The thoughts in my head had now become worst.

" Kill yourself!."
" No one cares."
" You did this to yourself."
" No one will ever believe anything you say."
" You have away to slove it, just take the pills take all of them!."   My thoughts.

" You are right, what purpose do I serve? None." I said quietly to myself.

I got up on look on my dresser drawer where I normally put my medication I saw this bottle with some pills I didn't care to read I just took most of them and lay back down.