"Oh sweety I've missed you so much." My mom embraced me in a warm hug as I entered the door to my home. I haven't seen her in 2 and a half months. I've basically been living at that hotel with the boys. I got home sick and decided to stay home and catch up. The boys went back on their tour traveling around to other states. Promising to come visit me next month. It seems so fucking long.Next month. 31 days without seeing them is like 31 yeaRs. I don't think I'm ready for that.
Sense I'm home mom said I have to go back home. I don't think I'm emotionally capable to go back. I don't want to see the slug faces of those girls I hate. I don't want to be walking into the door with people on my back, haunting my life. I just want to stay home. No. I want to be with Luke. Yes I said it. I want to be with him more than anything. But I can't.
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The next morning I groaned in pain due to the fact that today was officially the day I had to go back. I felt tightness in my stomach. I felt almost sick thinking about it.
I curled my long hair with a curling wand, and threw on a white blouse and leather skinny jeans, with my white converses. I applied my eye liner and mascara before heading down stairs.
"Morning darling." My mother smiled placing a piece of toast on the table for me.
"Oh wow look at you." I laughed.
"What? A mother can't make breakfast for her own daughter?" She sat down next to me and gave me little smiles. My eyebrows scrunched together.
"What?"
"Sooooooo you stayed in a hotel with 4 boys?" I face palmed knowing where this conversation was terribly heading. And right now I was not up for discussing.
"Mom. Not now I have school." I jumpped out of my seat, slugging my back pack over my shoulder and heading out the door, before my mother could speak. The air wasn't as cold, seeing spring was just around the corner. The grass was no longer a muddy green color but now a light green. Trees and bushes were growing buds and birds were now appearing here and their every so often. It's was like life came out from hiding. Come out hiding from the dark winter. I was ready to go back into hiding. I wasn't mentally and physically ready for summer nor spring. That ment shorts and short sleeves. That ment my cuts open for view for anyone to see. And I don't want that happening out of all things.
When I got to school I got weird looks. And no not those looks I use to get. These ones where different. And I didn't understand why.
"JASEY!!!" A blond haired and blue eyed best friend gave me a warm hug. I smiled and hugged back.
"Maria oh my gosh I haven't talked to you in forever." I looked over we outfit of a blue skinny jeans, and crop top, with a kimono covering her. Her freckles poped out darting around her nose and eyes. I envied her naturally beautiful looks and wished I had that much beauty in me as she did.
"I know awh. You look amazing how is everything? I heard so much from well everyone here."
"Ugh," I groaned, "like what."
"Well good and bad things. Which one do you want to hear first ?"
"Bad. Might as well get it over and done with."
"Okay. Everyone was saying you were dead, sense you weren't here and how their happy and how your fucking around with the 5sos boys. But good news is everyone was talking goodly about your YouTube videos and being 'best friends' with the members of 5sos"
"Really?"
"Yessss!! But hey don't trust any bitch because you know they'd want to get close to you for the boys." I nodded agreeing because that is honestly something any girl here would do. They all crave attention.
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Authors note:
Short chapter I know oops .-.
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