Break my heart again. (Jennie x Reader)

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"You what…" I stared at her.

"I'm sorry…" tears was falling down uncontrollably from her eyes. "Don't cry please.." My eyes became glassy, and my voice started breaking.

I hugged her tightly. And then she fell on my arms, unconscious. "Jennie?" I carried her bridal style and ran to the nearest hospital.

Sweat was falling from my face. My knees was getting weaker, but I couldn't stop running.

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I stood there talking to her personal doctor, nervous at what he might say ."Sir, her memories was triggered by a resemblance of something that affected her too much. Her fainting was because her head hit something hard." The doctor explained, I called up her family.

"She's awake now. You can talk to her" the doctor held the door to Jennie's room widely which revealed her laying on the bed looking up to my eyes slowly.

I went in and rushed to her side, hugging her, ofcourse making sure her broken arm wasn't touched. "You're safe.. " I released her from the hug, as she looked at me intently.

"You can go back to your new apartment now" she said coldly, "You took care of me and you're hob is done. My mom will send you a check soon" I stared at her in disbelief.

Anger rising up on my veins.

"Jennie taking care of you wasn't a job I volunteered because I love you and I still do! So stop acting cold towards me. Jennie I hate you, you break me again and again! You always play like the victim when you know you started all of this! I'm a coward I know that because I didn't stand up for myself!" I shouted at her, she flinched and her eyes turned glassy.

I took a deep breath. "I left you finally. I was happy for myself but I realized I needed you. Without you my world was gray, I convinced myself that I was moving on and I was living a happy life in that one month. But I couldn't stand another day without you" I sighed and felt tears fall from my eyes.

"But I guess I'm just nothing to you" I looked at her straight in the eye. "You hurt me so much. But I can't live without you" I harshly wiped the years away.

"So.. I guess this is goodbye" I walked out of the hospital, I finally went home, no not home. Just my apartment which I bought 1 and a half month ago.

I fell on my be and looked at the ceiling. It still hurt, my still beating heart.

It's still beating for one girl, one girl who doesn't care about me.

One girl which I dreamed of every night, me on one knee and her in tears.

I guess that'll never happen.