Thoughts of Somebody you used to Know

Thought 6 of 100

  Have you seen me having deep
  sighs?

  If yes, can you tell me why?

  Am i having a tiring day?

  Or am i keeping my tears from
  falling.

  Tears that are welling up and can't
  control,

  Eyes betraying the smile your
  showing

  Biting lips and punching walls

  Diverting the pain through my body.

  Cold hands and hard pounding of the
  heart

  Nervous of what my mind thinks

  Nervous on what things I can do

  Afraid of the fact I'm losing my will
  to fight.

  Having uncontrolled breathing,

  Being uncomfortable to people

  Smiling eyes that holds so much
  tears.

  And a mind that kills its owns system
  in short: ME.