~SHIZUKI'S POV~
'Father had left again to work.'
'He's been leaving earlier and coming back later than usual.'
'I feel like he's avoiding me'
I was sitting in my room at my computer desk finishing my lesson up online. I wasn't allowed to go outside. I think it's because dad is afraid I'll also abandon him. But. He has already left me.
'I want to go outside.' I walk over to my window and see kids walking by again. I decided to go over to the kitchen to get some food. I walk downstairs and go into the kitchen grabbing a chair from the dinner table and put it next to the counter. I open the cabins to find nothing except bread, cereal, and a few other contents. I didn't feel like eating any of that stuff, but I knew there wouldn't be anything else so, I decided on a sandwich. After I made the sandwich I drag the chair back at the table and then I sat down and ate.
'What should I do? Hm.' I look around and see the TV that dad wouldn't let me see unless I had his permission. I wanted to, but I know I shouldn't.
"Father won't be home for a while." After a while, I decided to go watch TV.
~TIME SKIP~
I didn't notice how many hours had gone by so when I heard the door open. I felt scared.
'Father's going to get me in trouble!' I try turning off the TV quickly, but my hands shook too much. I managed to turn off the TV, I turned around and father was standing right behind me staring down at me with an emotionless stare making me flinch.
"What had I told you about watching TV without my permission." Father's voice was so cold.
"That I am not allowed and that I should focus on studies."
"Exactly so why were you watching it without asking me first."
"Because I finished my lesson and had nothing to do." I looked at my feet not wanting to see my father's eyes feeling them stare at the back of my head. There was a long silence and it made me scared because I didn't like it when father got mad.
"You are to go to you're room and stay there. When you wake up you are to clean every part of this house and finish your lessons."
"The whole house?!"
"Don't talk back to me and you do not raise your voice especially!"
"But I can't do that, the house is too big for me!"
"That's the punishment I gave you and that's final!"
"I'm tired of this! I want to go play outside! I want to have fun too! Why can't I?! Is it because I remind you of mom? Is that why you hate me?!" I felt tears fall down my cheeks I looked up at father to see a furious face making me want to run.
"I TOLD YOU, YOU AREN'T TO SPEAK OF HER AGAIN! YOU WANT TO GO OUTSIDE AND LEAVE ME TO, DON'T YOU! I KNEW IT, YOU ARE EXACTLY LIKE HER!" Father then grabbed me by the arm pulling me, hurting my arm. I was dragged upstairs and thrown into my room. "YOU AREN'T TO LEAVE YOUR ROOM UNTIL I SAY SO!" He then slammed the door. I sat on the ground feeling angry and sad letting my tears fall.
"I hate you and this house."
~Time skip~
I was woken up by a door opening. I turned around and stared at my father as he stared back at me.
"I'm leaving, you are to clean this house as I said yesterday then onto your lessons. I won't be back until tomorrow morning." With that, he left the room and left the house.
"I don't care even if you come back at all." I felt angry as I got up and got ready to clean the house.
~Time Skip~
Days and weeks had gone by in a similar way except for the exception that I no longer talked to my father unless he told me to reply otherwise. I have become used to being alone.
As months passed my father had gotten more and more work that at times he wouldn't come home for weeks but I didn't care. The neighbor had been asked by my father to check up on me and deliver me groceries every once a month. It was a short interaction and the only interaction that I ever had since my mom left. Although the neighbor and I weren't close, I felt happy seeing someone else other than my father who rarely ever came back home
My birthday had arrived and I was alone again. I had turned 5 and my lessons had been moved up to kindergarten. I sat on the table staring at my food on my plate pocking at it with a fork. I sighed. I picked up my plate and fork on opposite hands and went over to the trash can to throw away the remainders. I began to slide the food off the plate until the fork had gotten stuck to the plate.
"Huh?" I pulled on the fork but it wouldn't come off. I struggled to pull it off trying to separate the two objects. "Why won't it come off?!" I put the plate on the ground and placed my sock covered feet onto the edges off the plate and pushed as hard as I could still holding on to the fork. "Come on! Come on!!" I felt frustrated. "LET GO!" With that, the plate and the fork separated and the plate went flying shattering all over the floor. "Uh Oh." I went to clean up the plate, but just like any bad timing, my father walked in through the door seeing the broken mess.
"What happened here?" The familiar cold empty stare looked at me.
"The plate wouldn't let go of the fork. I tried to pull them apart, but it didn't work. But when it did the plate fell and broke." I rushed to explain to avoid getting in trouble.
"So, you got your quirk, huh?" There was a long silence between us. "And as expected it is just like that woman's." Just like I expected, he would answer. "Finish cleaning up the mess. I just came home to pick up some files and then I'm off." I continued to clean up the mess until my father was about to leave, I called out.
"Do you remember what day it is today?" My father stared at me as I stared back feeling a little bit of hope.
"No, now I'm off." He then left, closing the door behind him, leaving me with an empty feeling.
I was back to being alone again as I would continue to be for he wouldn't let me leave the house that's until I turned 10 and only then it was so I could pick up necessities. I was finally allowed to leave when I had actually been entered into my first year of junior high.
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