(excuse all mistakes 💕)
1 month later
tay
"tay are you hungry? i'm not gonna ask again." ciara asked
"yea . get me a box combo without coleslaw and a Arnold Palmer." i told her my order and she pulled up to the first window.
we got our food and left the drive thru and headed back to the house.
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"damn y'all ain't get us no food?" camila asked
"hell nah we ain't get you no damn food." ciara said rolling her neck.
"y'all better remember that shit." jamjam said
"shut the hell up because we asked y'all did y'all want something and all of you said no." i recalled
"shut up." amir said to me. he's been acting real rude to me and i don't like it at all.
i don't know what his problem is but he better fix it.
"yo what's yo problem? fix yo stank ass attitude." i said getting annoyed at this point.
"i don't have a damn problem you just need to shut the fuck up." he shrugged his shoulders
i threw a vase at him and it hit him in the head.
"fuck you!" i went upstairs and got some clothes and put them in the guest room because i wasn't finna sleep with him tonight. i started eating my food when i heard a knock at the door.
"open the door." amir called out.
"get the fuck on somewhere amir."
"i'm amir now but i was just daddy last night."
"bitch you won't be again. Chris gon be my new daddy." i said making up a name to make him even more upset.
he broke the door down.
"are you mad?" i asked knowing damn well he was mad.
he choked me and tongue kissed me. i moaned into the kiss as he crept his other hand into my panties.
"amir stoopppp their downstairs."
"i made them leave." he said
he started sucking on my neck leaving passion marks on me while sticking 3 fingers inside of me.
he stopped and pulled his shorts off and pulled it out, i swear he got bigger.
he eased himself inside of me and started pumping in and out me as fast as he could.
"o-okay i'm not gonna do it anymore!!" i begged for him to slow down.
"nah you playing with me."
he pushed my legs all the way back to my ears and pounded in and out me even more.
"hold that shit." he said slapping my thigh
i tried holding it as best i could.
"baby i can't."
he told me to let it go and i did. he licked up my juices and kissed me deeply making me taste myself.
he picked me up and sat me on the dresser and starting hitting it from the front.
"look at me." he grabbed my neck making me look him in the eyes.
i bit my lip holding in my moans.
"nah let me hear it." he said pounding harder
i called his name out and came on him again. he pulled out and put himself in my mouth and came in me.
"swallow it. let chris know my kids playing tag in yo throat." he laughed
i rolled my eyes and jumped of the dresser getting used to the regular limp in my walk.
"you good baby?" he asked
"i'm great and i'm still sleeping in here."
"no the fuck you not." he said getting close to my face.
"okay okay." i said giving in. i went to shower before getting my stuff and putting it back in our room.
"what was the point of you having an attitude?" i wondered because it still didn't make sense.
"make up sex is the best sex." he winked and started putting his clothes on. i guess he got in the shower too.
"what am i gonna do with you?" i asked
"love me til the day you die." he smiled showing his grill.
"that won't be hard." i blushed and put my clothes back up.
his phone started ringing as i was putting my things back in the dresser.
"someone's calling you." i told him as he came to the phone and answered it.
he answered it and didn't look to happy about whatever was being said.
"baby what's wrong?" i asked
"my aunt just died." a tear slipped down his face as he broke down in tears. i came towards him and pulled him into a hug.
i rubbed his back and laid him on the bed. jamal walked in and started talking to me.
"bro i just found $20 on the ground two blocks down." he said smiling. his smile turned into a frown once he saw amir on the bed sobbing.
"what's going on with him?"
"baby...it's your mom." i started
"tay no. don't tell me that shit." his lip started trembling. i grabbed him a hugged him as he held me tight.
his breathing started to get out of control so i ran to his car and got his inhaler. i gave it to him and his breathing went back to normal.
"come on, lay down." i guided him to the bed and he laid down and started crying his eyes out.
DING DONG
i went downstairs to see who it was as i looked out the peephole i saw ciara. she smiled and greeted me.
"hey bitchhhh!!" she said hugging me.
i couldn't even get the words out to say it.
"CiCi come sit down." i started off trying to tell her smooth.
"wassup?" she rose an eyebrow.
"your mom...she's gone honey."
"tay stop playing with me." she shook her head.
"i'm not babygirl. you know we got you every step of the way." i let a tear fall out of my eyes. i hated seeing them this way.
i suddenly felt the need to throw up. i ran to the bathroom and let out everything that i'd eaten.
i felt someone rubbing my back and holding my hair. i finished and i looked up to see camila.
her nose was red and so were her cheeks so i figured she heard the news about aunty.
"you okay?" i asked her while picking up my toothbrush.
"i should be asking you the same." she responded
"i'm fine. now you should lie down and rest for a while." i said
"are you pregnant tay?"
"i don't know cami, i'm gonna schedule a doctors appointment so i can see." i told her while i brushed my teeth.
she nodded and headed back to her room.
"God, please give them strength." i closed my eyes and hopes for the best.
i felt someone hug me from behind and no surprise it was amir.
"baby go lay down." i tried getting him off of me.
"no mamas i'm good." he assured me.
we just sat there for a while. while he was holding me i rinsed my mouth and spit and put the toothbrush back.
a few minutes later he went back to lay down. i went downstairs and saw that CiCi had cried her self to sleep.
i took this as the opportunity to book plane tickets back to where amir's aunt was living. i wanted them to be there for the funeral and to say their goodbyes.
we're leaving in a few days so i'll pack all of their things so we can go.
once i had everything all booked and ordered i went a laid down in the guest room since the boys were in our room sleeping.
i pray that they make it okay.
