It was too much. Doctors saying he was lucky to be already in hospital didn't help either. Harry was in pain, he was hurting. His lung collapsed and he is being operated . They were given feeble hints for not expecting a lot. And Zayn's world was reeling around. There were Harry's words in his mind everywhere.
"Heyo Zaynie!! knock knock??"
"Go to hell Harreh!!"
"RUDE"
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"You look good "
"Yeah?"
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"your eyes....... i wanna swim in them"
"Harreh!! you are drunk . "
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He gulped the clogging in his throat . Those voices were way too clear in his brain and he isn't ready for it all.
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"You alright?"
"Dunno...."
"Can i make you alright?"
"I mean.....you can try?"
"I already did."
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"There is nothing important than you , lay down u idiot."
"Harry your date........management?"
"Fuck them"
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The doctors didn't give a single good news. There was so much commotion outside as well as inside. Twitter was filled with questions. He feels like they were sitting in a vacuum though, emotions seems like a touch and go. He could only hear voices. Voices from past and future.
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"Do you think i am a whore too?"
"Shut up Harreh... Those paps can go fuck themselves and their judgements"
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"Thanks Zee"
"For what?"
"Saving me"
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"Harreh i'll drown........."
"You idiot, do you think i'll let you go? No!! not even if I'm dying"
"Cheesy lil shit"
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"How do i look?"
"They already told you Haz"
"No i want you to tell"
"will it make any difference? "
"You are the only one i believe so yeah!! everything you say does!!"
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With every disappointed , tired Doctor or nurse exiting the room Zayn was losing his faith. He needs someone to tell him Harry is okay. The boy with a lighthouse of a soul that once belonged to him.
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"Why the fuck you kissed meh?"
"Why the fuck You kissed back?"
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"Hey!! wanna know my first time story"
"Shut up you shameless twat, why do ya wanna tell meh?"
"I........because i ....wanna share everything with you"
"Damnit!! come here"
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Why the world is so cruel. He doesn't deserve to go , he doesn't deserve to hurt. Why? Save him please.
Zayn's head was pounding. He brought Anne here an hour ago. She is the only one who was allowed to see him but only for a precise moment by the kind lady who helped Zayn. Harry still is under operation.
When will the red light go off?
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"Harreh you are hot"
"Not more than you......"
"You idiot , you have a fever."
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"who is she.............."
"my ...my girlfriend?"
"enjoy your night zee!!"
"Harreh wait...........shit"
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"Why don't you leave him alone Harry"
"I would have if i could Liam, i just can't breathe when i think of leaving him"
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"Be mine?"
"I want to but i can't. Can i ?"
"N....no!!"
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"Let's stay like this."
"and hurt each other more?"
"Hurting is better than not feeling anything at all"
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He should have helped him. Should have talked to him, but he is too much of chicken.
Then why the fuck did he come back to try save Harry? He failed in everything, what made him think he will be successful in this?
Gosh!!! did he failed Harry too? He did. And again Why did he have to put himself there again and now he can't fucking breathe.....
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"You need to grow a pair"
"You have seen those pair alright"
