Paddy Holland x Reader (On Hold)

sadness (not an update)(you can skip if you'd like)

Sorry to bother you with a stupid sad post but I just had to say it to someone and all my friends will think I'm stupid, so I came to you guys!

So I'm a freshman and all my friends are older than me!(that go to My school, love you Rj5401) My bff that is like a sister to me (Abbi) and my other bffs(Maritiza and Hailey) are sophomores. Abbi's bf(Alejondro) is a junior, and even if people think we hate each other we are actually really good friends, in my opinion.

And then there is my bestest of besties Gabe, the senior. I use to have a crush on Gabe, and not because he was a senior, good-looking, or charming. He is all those things though. But I had a crush on him because he's sweat, caring, a romantic, and gave nice warm hugs. But he was with a girl, a senior, a whole ass 3 year older than me, I got a bf, and when he broke up with his gf he started liking another senior who is a bitch btw. Then my feeling went away and now I love him as a friend. And now I'm probably never going to see him ever after the last 5 months of school. And I woke up to that thought and now I'm sad. I'll be lonely in my senior year of high school. If it wasn't for the stupid cut off days I would habe been a sophomore.

Also do y'all want a face reveal after the next real part?

I'm sorry for this stupid emotional update. And sorry for wasting your time. Also hi to any of my friends if you have wattpad and are reading this. I hope Gabe doesn't. That would be embarrassing!
Love y'all
-De'De